Okay. So there's this boy, his name is CLASSIFIED. I was literally thinking this morning about rambling how I feel about him, like he's a really good friend, I've known him since middle school (6th grade - 12th grade) from when my (ex) best friend started talking to him and his best friend about Pokemon and Yu-gi-oh cards and stuff, back when I was starting to like it (Pokemon). At first I was really shy whenever we saw them every morning and traded cards and talked like nerds and stuff, usually sticking close to my friend and only talking to her. Then eventually I warmed up to CLASSIFIED and his friend and started a friendship. I used to love when they would explain something to me about a card and I would sit there and nod my head like I understood but never really did. Anyways, there was a point where my friend was teasing CLASSIFIED and being who I am and so close and trusting her I teased them too. I got in trouble actually for calling CLASSIFIED period head (he's a red head), and saying that his mom had been trying to shove him back in her crotch when she was on her period. I went to the principal's office and balled my eyes out, to the point where he (the principal) just told me to write an apology letter. I apologized like 90 times and had to give it to him. Recently when we talked about it he didn't even remember reading it. Oh well. Rather not have him remember it. Anyways, we've grown pretty close to the point where I would on a normal basis talk to him every day, and often slap the top of his ds shut on his fingers. I love talking about games with him. Lately, I have been wanting a ds so I can play games with CLASSIFIED and his friend, because I used to have a 3ds but I sold it to get a psvita. That's why I never beat Ocarina of Time. Well, he said he had an old ds that he doesn't use anymore and was trying to sell it. I said I would be interested and asked the price. He said $60. I said I would keep that in mind. Well, today, he came over to me during breakfast at our school while I was chilling with some other friends and showed me a 3ds case. He said here take this and I was like why and he said just to take it. I took it and looked the case over and looked at him, baffled. He said to open it. I did and was even more baffled when I saw the charger and ds. I looked at him again and kept looking between the ds and him, confused. I asked what he was doing. He said it was a christmas present. I was even more confused and speechless. One of my friends came over and asked what was going on and he told her that he just gave me a present. She asked if it was for keeps and he said yes. I couldn't even express my joy and stood, opening my arms and demanding a hug. He was all awkward about it but eventually hugged me. I freaking picked him up and squealed. I said I wanted to pay him back but he said it was just a christmas present and I shouldn't have to but I said I would anyways. I figured out kinda what I want to get him for a present. I'm still really flattered. I've already been questioning my feelings lately. In the way like "He really is my best friend" and "would I actually date him?" I like to make jokes about friendzoning him and about dating and shipping us and stuff, and lately he's been acting a little more different, more comfortable around me. As I am more comfortable around him. WHAT IS THIS?! But yeah. That's out of the question anyways because he's already dating a girl. She's really nice, I used to know her when she was in our middle school but she transferred. She's.. a bit slow. Like, special ed, but not too bad. Definitely not retarded, cause I would never use that word to describe anyone. She's very very friendly, sweet, nice, and purely innocent. She'll always be childish. Do you understand? Anyways, he's been dating her for some time now and I don't think they've ever even kissed because she is so.. just.. yeah. She would flip. He doesn't swear around her, is really nice, and never offends her. She likes horses and unicorns. We used to read the magic treehouse books together. But yeah. I told him before never to hurt her. He said he wouldn't. I also said to stay with her, and make her happy. He said he would. I would never want the poor kid to be hurt. I love her, she's amazing. But, at the same time, if CLASSIFIED wasn't dating her and stuff.. than maybe.. I've known him long enough. But yeah. This kinda scrambled my brain.. I love him as a friend! And maybe more. But definitely a very good friend. I don't know what else to say other than: I hope he doesn't read this.