I really want to see the world
I want to ride a fast car
Jump out of a plane with a parachute
Stop feeling an ocean worth of blue

I want to sing songs
At the top of my lungs
Until the neighbours complain
Stop feeling the exact same

I want to dance like no one's watching
Fall asleep in someone's arms
I want to feel safe and comfortable
Stop feeling so sad and so small

I'm sick of singing to the same old songs
As the tears make a home on my cheeks
I'm sick of seeing the things I don't have
And constantly feeling defeat
I'm sick of my stomach doing backflips
When I so much as look at someone
I'm sick of having to live inside a bubble
Whilst I tiptoe and others run

I want to bake a million types of cake
Then eat it all in one single day
I want to see my favourite band live
I want to say I'm living; not just alive

I want my heart to skip a beat
Out of love, not panic
I want to feel like I have worth
I want to feel like I deserve

I want to kiss someone
Wrap my arms around their neck
I want to hold on so tight
As we fall asleep together each night

I'm sick of singing to the same old songs
As the tears make a home on my cheeks
I'm sick of seeing the things I don't have
And constantly feeling defeat
I'm sick of my stomach doing backflips
When I so much as look at someone
I'm sick of having to live inside a bubble
Whilst I tiptoe and others run

I want to make playlists for someone
I want them to make one for me
I want to make them cry in the best way
Stop thinking "I could die today"

I want to have a friend with inside jokes
I no longer want to spend all my time alone
I want to be with someone; not on my own
And take stupid selfies on my phone

I want to go on a long haul flight
See the entire world with my own two eyes
I want to go to a beach and see the sunrise
I want to look in the mirror and think I look nice

Maybe one day I'll have a reason
And I'll smile until my cheeks hurt
Maybe one day I'll make someone happy
And be able to practice all I've learnt
Maybe one day I'll be able to say I lived
And be proud of everything my life had to give
Maybe one day I'll do all I feel I missed
And be able to mark off all that's on my list