Stress, exhaustion, personal work...break?

Hey, so um... Considering that only around maybe five minutes ago (more than 5 min by publication time), I finished all my homework and took a shower before settling in bed to read notifications...I think that it'll be extremely difficult to post a new chapter on time. I mean...extremely. I'm supposed to update on Saturday, and today is Thursday—I have less than 1000 words written.

My life sucks. I stay up real late, sometimes not even working like I should, and then I suddenly wake up at 6:32 in the morning by my alarm clock. I feel like I'm freezing, despite looking at a thermometer and seeing it's 74 degrees. I keep my fan on at night... I piece together that I must have passed out. And then I have to go to school. I'm dreading going there more than usual, every single day. Then I come home with homework that I need to complete, and then I need to eat and shower, which just takes up more time.

I mean, I'll see what I can manage, but if my best fails me then I'll just have to hope that everyone can see the note I'd post about me being late, and also hope that no one will drop out on me...

Agh, this is all my fault. Since I'm so busy during the week, I tend to do a lot of things on the weekend, which means I spend less time working on BML. I should just focus on my work, huh? I also take up my own evening with homework. If I'm smart then I would be able to solve everything quicker.

Trust me, please, I'm not trying to get pity or anything like that. While I appreciate all of the support that others give to me online, I actually make myself feel guilty for making me feel better. I'm just posting this chapter here because I felt like it, but also to ask a question...

How long do writers usually take breaks for?

...Ah, um.. I don't really expect anyone to answer, or even read this thing at all...I was just throwing it out there.

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