This one is s**k Xp

Alert: Angst

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A (h/c) haired girl gazing at the sea. She reach out her hand trying to get the blue rug. But it's impossible. The sea look close but when you try to reach it just like the (e/c) orbs owner wishes. It's difficult to reach...

(Y/n) POV

I staring at the out of the window again. The white curtains slowly following the movement of wind. Gazing at the beautiful rug of salty water. I always like it because the sensation of the water filling my legs if I did it to it.

"Miss (L/n) do you want to go out?"

The white dressed middle age woman ask me with her soft voice.

"Sure."

I gone out from my bed with my pajamas on me. My heart is feel heavy but I still okay. I walking slowly in the yard.

I not allowed to get out from this place till I was discharged but it was hopeless...

Accidentally I bumped into someone. He has long blonde hair and two strikes of red highlight.

"I'm so sorry sir."

I bow to him not wanting to disturb him.

"It's okay my dear."

I giggling at his words. I smile warmly to him waving my pale hand to him.

"Hi I'm (Y/n) (L/n)."

"And I Zac the Sunshine!"

I can't help myself for keep giggling. He look confused about what happened on me.

And since then me and Zac always together. He is my very first friend ...

Zac the Sunshine POV

I always wondered where's (Y/n) live. She's barely telling anythings about herself to me. Except for the ocean part she really like ocean. But I still love her no matter what.

While I still daydreaming about her again my manager waving her hands in front of my face.

"Hello~ Zac? Are you in there?"

I quickly wake from the daydreaming which is becoming a routine every day after I met (Y/n).

"Are you okay Zac?"

She ask me with her voice covered by worried tone.

"Don't worry I'm okay."
"Well... But you don't seem good. How about get some rest?"
"In that case... Can you give me some of biography of (Y/n) (L/n)?"
"Sure... But for what?"
"Just do it."
"Yes Zac."

I'm just curious. Why she never told me about herself? Is she doesn't believe me?

- few moments later -

"Here"

My manager handing me some files. And now is the time I get to know about (Y/n) past...

She is a orphan. Her parents died on an car accident. Her other relatives doesn't want to take care of her. It's because she has heart problem since the first time she was born.

I don't understand it why (Y/n) hide all of this from me? Aren't we friends?

I ran to the place she always been as fast as I can. And fortunately she was there.

"Hi Zac!"

She waving her hand cheerfully like usual. But I quickly grabbed her hand and kiss her.

She's blushing like a rose color fairy. After we break the kiss I hug her tightly.

"Why you don't tell me?..."

I ask her shivering.

"W-what?..."

She look confused but after some moments she hug me back.

"So you already know..."

I landed my head on her chest.

Trembling and sobbing. Tears ran out from my blue icy one.

"I don't want to tell you it's because I don't want to lose you. You're my only friend. I never had friend except you."

Few tears ran out from the corner of her shining (e/c) one.

We still in the same position. She is warm...

"(Y/n)..."

My voice is trembling like my body.

"I love you..."

She hug me more tight and murmured

I love you too...

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I'm now crying in the rain...

Crying in front a grave...

It's feels like just a moment ago when the last time I met her...

"Hey Zac! They said they will held an heart surgical operation for me!"

"Don't worry Zac! If this works you must promise me that you'll be taking me me to the beach to seeing the ocean!"

But that promise can't be fulfilled...

"We're so sorry but she's already gone..."

I fell on my knees. Touching her cold gravestone. Tears ran out from my eyes again...

Now I can't see the ocean with her like we promise...

Bonus:

I walking around the beach in the night. I'm not crying anymore but the trail of tears still left on my cheeks.

Then a shadow appear...

(H/c) locks flowing in the air. She's like dancing in the ocean. She look

Happy...

Then it's disappear and become a smoke flying to the starry night.

A tears once again slipped out from my eyes. But I'm now smiling....

Because at least I know...

She already seeing the real ocean now...

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This doesn't make sense

Oh yeah about the anime things in the previous one

I'm now publish it is because I'm bored (don't know what to do) and suddenly this idea just came through meh mind

So I'm sorry...

(You know what please counted how many sorry on this chapter including the author note cause you know I think there's too many of words of sorry....)

Now that's for now

See ya next time all my lovely potatoes readers

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