I really hate when people cancel plans on me.

Like, obviously it's not their fault and I don't blame them.

But when I make plans with multiple people for a certain day and everything falls through, I just wind up feeling lonely and empty.

Like.

So I was supposed to hang out with a friend I haven't seen in a while. We planned for last Thursday. That didn't work. So we postponed for today. And then two days ago, he told me he was schedule for a dentist appointment today. RIP.

And then, because I was now free, I decided to ask one of my best friends if she could hang. It's her day off from work. She said she had errands but that she'd be down for me to come over tonight and we could use her hot tub and play Our Life: Beginnings And Always, because I told her it was good. She needs an emotional pick-me-up anyways.

But that might not be happening, either.

And just, like, there's nothing like getting everything you have to get done finished by 4 pm so that you'd be ready, only for you to wind up not needing to be ready for anything.

I don't know what I'm gonna do with the rest of my day. I have nothing I need to accomplish, and that makes me feel... kind of purposeless? And I just want to spend time with someone outside my family.

I really hope this actually does wind up happening, but I'm not holding my breath.