I. LOVE. CHILDHOOD. FRIEND. ROMANCES.

Y'know, it might sound really stupid, but when my best guy friend actually says "I love you" back to me, it makes my whole day so much brighter. When we were first becoming close, he said it back every time. But his ways of showing affection changed over the years— or maybe he just got comfortable enough to not act completely like me. He doesn't say it back terribly often now. But that makes it feel special when he does. Meanwhile, my girl best friend. She says it back every time with the most sincere and lovely tone you'll ever find, and we often get caught up in loops of complimenting one another. It's special whenever SHE says it, too. Even though I'm admittedly a bit of a recluse, I genuinely don't think I could even imagine my life without them. They're never gonna see this... man, I LOVE appreciating people behind their backs >:)

One of my favorite Hatoful Boyfriend Tumblr people just came off of indefinite hiatus and I'm so happy!!!

Every now and then, YouTube will find one very niche type of video that I'll click on 100% of the time. Right now? It's "A Cruel Angel's Thesis" played on extraordinarily weird instruments (like played on a calculator or using the Yoshi sound). I don't even watch Evangelion but that song just SLAPS.

Leopika is one those ships I don't consciously think about very often, but when something comes around to remind me of it, it makes me very pleased.

I think Akechi X Joker is a perfectly acceptable ship. Actually, I think it's a good ship, because their dynamic is fascinating. But for some reason, I really can't take fanart of them seriously. It just makes me laugh.

Persona 4 proves that everyone looks better with glasses.

It's literally midnight and yet everyone decided they were gonna be super active and are blowing my phone up out of nowhere. Including a family friend who is literally 80 years old (she was reply-all-ing an email). Like... GO TO SLEEP.

The painful thing about liking rat men is that everyone who isn't me usually hates them and my rejection sensitivity gets sad and defensive :P I guess it kind of depends on which character it is, too. People usually don't dislike Ginro because he's relatively inoffensive, but he also usually isn't very high up on people's list of favorites. Berdly is usually either loved, hated, or both at the same time. And people just seem to completely despise Ota, which makes my heart sad XD (But also, I find it very amusing that people genuinely respect that he knows his rights)

Found a YouTuber whose comfort movie is the same as mine (Kung Fu Panda). And I'm going back and forth between being absolutely delighted that someone else appreciates it like I do, and being a little bit bitter/jealous because it's MY comfort movie, nobody else is allowed to have spent more time with it than me!

I'm in a really weird mood. A really GOOD one, but a weird one nonetheless. The song stuck in my head is incredibly joyful and enthusiastic (Carnaval del Barrio from In the Heights) Meanwhile, I'm reading some really heartwarming cards/letters I got a few years ago. So I'm emotional on one hand but also feeling confident and like I want to dance.

Just thought to myself (in reference to how my hair looked a handful of years ago), "That was a fun era," and then immediately followed that up with "That was a fun hair-a!!!" My brain is great.