When I look in the mirror and sigh. Pointing out all my insecurities in my head. 

I want someone to wrap their arms around my waist, place their chin on my shoulder and say the words I've been dying to hear my entire life:

"You look beautiful"

When I'm walking around the house, biting ferociously on my nails, anxiety eating away at my conscience.

I want someone to hold me by the shoulders and sit me down, breathe with me and tell me its all going to be alright. 

When I can't sleep at night, because my past won't stop haunting my dreams.

I want someone to wrap their arms around me and pull me into their chest, stroking my hair as I finally fall asleep.

When I'm having yet another panic attack, and I'm not able to think straight anymore with tears streaming down my face.

I want someone to slide down next to me on the floor and breathe with me, looking into my eyes and bringing me back to my senses before I cut my ties with reality.

When I'm having a bad day and I don't feel like getting out of bed.

I want someone to walk in with food and a put on a comfort movie. And just sit beside me, not judging me. But staring at me lovingly while I gobble down the sweet delights.

After being around toxic and insulting people all my life.

I want someone to tell I'm amazing, just the way I am. 

I don't to feel like I'm asking for too much. Maybe people like me weren't destined to find a fairytale life. But everyone deserves love.

Don't I deserve it too?