Warning: This prompt is kind of dark, so read at your own risk.

Dark themes include: Abuse, Suicide

This also has can may be a bit triggering if you believe in a religion.. because it does have mentions of God which is kind of obvious because of the title..

In this it's not me making fun of religion.. because people can believe whatever they want. However it doesn't mean that everyone has to believe in a god because I for one don't.  That's kind of the reason I started this prompt, but I made thier reason for not believing in god a whole lot darker and  bitter.

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I for one don't believe in any sort of god. I used to, but ever since ....

   I lost my sister to suicide..I couldn't anymore. God as we were told was supposed to be our protected the reason that all of us are here on earth. If that was true why didn't he ever protect us from an abuse from our parents just as my sister did her best to protect me while having to deal with them.  It's...not fair. I miss her each and every day and forever  will until the day that I die.

I know that it may seem wrong to blame someone for something they couldn't control, but...if  a God exsits then why would the protector of us make life so cruel. Maybe we had it all wrong. Maybe the God people worship isn't supposed to be a protector, but our very enemy. Maybe he  laughs when someone dies rather it be an elderly or newborn. That seemed more likely to me.