BloodBear P.O.V

The sun warmed my Gelatin skin, And for a moment I basked in the warming Rays. It always felt great to just lay in the light surrounded by nature.

Nothing but my bees and me....

Absolutely perfect.

Though..

My eyes would open and I stared out at the Blue sky above me, Sighing at the purple tint that seemed to overtake the sky.

I knew the sky was blue....

He told me so..

And I had no reason to doubt his words. I had seen the sky when I was in my more human form.

My human form..

Getting that sure was a doozy..

I still haven't exactly figured out how I am to operate that small little thing. When I think I figure one thing out Another thing happens And I completely forget how to act normal.

Just thinking about the first Day Koy found out about my human form Brings a triangular Smile to my face.

It was a weekend as I remember..koy had explained how we keep track of time and things like that..

I was drinking That bitter sweet brown liquid that humans call coffee..apparently most people add things into it to change it's taste.

But I do not. Koy says I'm weird for that-

Anyways...I do remember Me drinking coffee And then Koy just walking into the kitchen. Most likely to greet me like he always did in the morning.

I swear if I didn't know what boundaries and respect for friends was I would have snatched his mask off by now. But I won't.

I do remember Koy dropping the cup he had been holding and instead of doing anything about it he just stared at me.

One kick in the crotch and Pleads for mercy from me later...He figured out that it was me and that some rando had indeed Not broken in he had a lot of questions about me being human.

Though I'm never gonna let go of the fact that my black and red hair didn't tip him off..

Koy...

Just thinking about that mysterious Fox always left my mind in the clouds as I tried to grasp sense of him at all.

He..didn't make sense to me..

The way he made me feel didn't make sense to me..

The things I wanted to do with him didn't make sense to me..

NONE of it makes any sense to me....but I sure do know it makes my head hurt trying to think about it all at once.

I can't be sure of much in this brain of mine.

What I am sure about..?

"Bloodbear! Where are you now?!"

Is that..his voice is definitely one of the sweetest things I've heard....and I don't hate how I feel about him.

I just want to make sense of it.