(From stories with me cause I deleted it-).

So I was taking a trip to Florida with my family because we had been there to go to the beach and to go to Disney world.
We had already done the second.

Keep in mind my parents were married and happy then. They arent now-

Moving on!

I was swimming in the ocean with goggles on of course and was chilling on the floor of the ocean due to me not being way to far out.

I was just chilling and adrming the view around me and I saw a snake. A light blue with black striped snake. Swimming towards me.

And as much as I loved snakes as a kid i wasnt looking to let it poison me, due to not knowing if it was venomous or not.

So I waved at it then swam back and told my family who thought my find was cool.

So this is kinda sad but it also explains how I grew used to isolation.

In elementary right? You would think at recess kids would want to play with the girl who looks super nice and wears the same "cute" clothes the other girls do.

Nope. Abandoned by all kids I had grown to call my friends that day. I realized soon no one liked me. So I would play alone. Then a kid would steal the ball or jumrope I was playing with and I would be stuck at what became my favorite place.

The abandoned basketball section. There was a hoop that had no net, the hoop was rusted, and the thing was all beat up.

No one went there and so I would play there with rocks on the ground alone at recess.

It happened for 5 years. Wonderful.

As a kid I grew up religous. Wasn't my fucking choice. Forced to by mother and her mother. I only knee that religion was right. Everything else was wrong.

My mom would hide me from things that weren't good, such as horror, monster high dolls, and worst of all....LGBTQ+

She hid me from it. But one Day my word was opened along with my eyes and my mind. However a sad event had to happen for that great event to happen.

My parents divorced. That practically shattered me since we were about to move, and I'd been told we we love together.

Then they divorced amd got 2 houses. My dad gave me a phone at age 11 saying he wanted me to have not just that....but a YT channel. He knew I had always wanted one and I was thrilled.

Giving me a phone let me see the internet. I then found out LGBTQ was perfectly ok. I also stumbled upon my very first fandom which had been popular at the time.

FNAF. I at first was scared but then grew to love the game and its characters. I then was introduced to fandoms and fanfiction.

I would read fanfics of my ships and such and then found out there was fanfics of gravity falls.

At the time (please dont laugh-) I had a huge crush on bill cipher.

(No laughing meanies-)
AND I thought it was so cool. So I read bill cipher x reader fanfics.

I then stumbled very shyly upon lemons. I eventually got more brave over time, and reading Smith's was normal for me.

It was about 2 years later of me being obsessed with FNAF and things like that, that I wondered if I could write those things.

I always had a gift for writing, as my teachers and parents had told me. And was over creative (teachers laughed about this one when they told my parents)

So I thought it couldn't be that hard. I asked my dad and he let me have a wattpad. I started writing my first fanfic which you can still see if you scroll enough.

"Code break x shadowclipse" 2 of my ocs I shipped together. And I dont update anymore-
But I might sometime-

Eventually I found ST one night with it being dark all around me, with my little sister who watched with me.

I had given her one of my earbuds and we listened together to a no commentary play through.

After the game I had paranoia and Insomnia for 4 days. I eventually got over it because I found a ST fanfic written by at the time Spave 72 (who's changed her name a lot by now-)

And fell in love with the fandom. Since waltinky was the first ever thing I was introduced to, it's the thing I have stuck with my whole existence here on wattpad.

Ronsy,Waltinky,laapo, niles were the first things I saw and were instantly my OTPs and still are to this day.

I then saw Spave 72 had canceled her 2nd book, and offered to continue it. She was happy to let me and I began writing my first ST fanfic "a shadows loss"

I later canceled it due to finding it boring and not worth writing about. But I did start up a new waltinky book 2 months later which I still update, known as "love of the heartless" which has 50 chapters I think-

My book before that one was a ronsy book. I am not proud in the slightest of the ronsy book. I canceled writing it to start a new one which I slowly update called, "love? AS IF!" Which I'm proud of so far. Though I'm still trying to think of a good plot that can happen.

Already have a feels event planned but no action, or danger event.
Still thinking-

But that's how I got where I am with ST.
Thanks for reading.
\(^w^)/

Most people would be happy when its summer. You think I would to. But I'm not. I'm not. Not at all.

Why? Because during the summer I get hit with insomnia,paranoia and all kinds of shit that makes it so I cant sleep well.

Strange fact: I get more sleep during the school year.

Sad thing it is. During the summer I'll be lucky to get 3 hours

Its currently 2:39 pm when in writing this. I'm offline rn as well. Due to being offline I cant call my mom. My siblings locked the door before they left.

There fore.....I'm locked out of my house. I forgot my key. At least it isnt cold or to hot. Its chilly but not much.

I already tried to get the office for help since they would have a key. But they arent there. I will be locked out until 5 PM.....

I dont know what to do. I cant draw (I have no sletchbook)

I cant listen to music (my ipad is dead)
And I'm stuck outside. Meaning my siblings will be to shen they come home at 4 PM. I pray nothing happens to me while I'm stuck out here.

I'll re add more stuff later. In putting my phone down for a bit. I think I will explore the forest.

Current time: 2: 50 PM

Still haven't gone in the forest yet. Its to dead to be fun to explore. My mom won't check her phone till later. Meaning she won't see the texts I sent her at school with my ipad until she comes home. And because she hasnt seen them she won't come home early.

My siblings will be home at 4:30 PM about. Welp......I dont know what to do

I could walk to my nana's. But it's still slight dangerous distance to walk to. So I can't. Plus no guarantee shes home. She works 3 jobs so shes still most likely at work. Great.

Current time: 3:05 PM

My panic attack has given down a lot. Not so scared. Pretty chill. I would still love to be inside my house rn though. Stuck outside still. Annnnnd a breeze just blew making it cold. Hooray. But other then that it's really warm out here.

Wish I wasn't locked out.

Current time: 3:10 PM

Watches the clouds for 5 minutes. Imma just make my ocs on gacha now cause why not.

Current time: 3:37 PM

Made ocs on gacha for a bit. Guess I'll keep doing that. Still locked outside.

Current time: 3:48 PM
Hhhhhh
My fingers are kinda cold. Made a lot of my ocs on GL. What now? Idk. Guess I'll make Evil gang PL on GL.
Ack-

Current time: 4:17 PM

I hear my siblings bus. My hands aren't cold anymore because I had put gloves on. Hopefully not much longer of this torture. But their is a strange truck outside my neighbors door. Oh. They were waiting for my neighbors to come home. It's cold ish rn. I have been doing nothing but sit on the front porch and curl into a ball. For that long period of time. I wonder what my siblings will do when they find out we can't get in. Oooof.

Current time: 5:16

I'm now warm and safe inside my house. My mom came home and was so upset at her self for not seeing the emails. She had thought I would be able to go to the office and get a key. She was angry to find out they weren't home.

So both me and my friend can not legally drink. I haven't touched a drop this happened to him at his house.

He had been in his bed and he just work all groggy and blurry eyed because he just woke up right?

And he saw a soda can next to his bed. His dad buys soda all the time and it's not uncommon to see soda somewhere in the house.

With that logic he drank it seeing as he was tired and thirsty. Welllllllll turns out that wasnt soda.

Their are certain types of beer or alcohol you can find that have bottles shaped like soda cans. That's what it was. He chugged it before he figured out it was alcohol. He had done some weird shit.

He told his family what im like on my period.....he had called me an "angry puppy kitty" his grandma had been si confused.

And his dad later asked it I was the GF he was talking about. His reaction to what had happened was to flip out and curl into a ball.

He found our from his dad telling it and his dad had recorded it the whole time. He then told me and I slapped him while screaming embarrassed at him while we were on the bus.

Note to friend if he ever gets a wattpad or has one and hasnt told me.

STAY AWAY FROM TAN SODA CANS-
Also if you have a wattpad and didnt tell me I'm beating your sorry ass into the ground-