(Sooo both Dai and Suki have had previous lovers who were very terrible to them and made them both so distrusting of others. Here is what happened with Dai's old Lover Sam )

(TW: Abuse, drinking mentioned, Rape mentioned, And smoking)

(Are y'all even surprised at this rate :/ )

No one P.O.V

A soft sigh escaped his mouth as be walked down the street, a hood over his head as he walked down a street, his eyes looking at the ground numbly as he walked to his designation.

"Your late bitch..." a voice scolded, pushing off to no longer lean against the wall, Throwing the bottle of beer they held to the ground, a loud noise ringing out as the bottle shattered.

The smaller flinched and hugged his arm, Taking deep breaths to keep himself calm as his "boyfriend" approached him with malice hidden in his eyes.

Something gripped his chin tightly and forced him to look up, as much as he wanted to look away from the golden green eyes that pulled him in, he couldn't and it only made him more scared.

"I-I'm sorry Sam..." He choked out fearfully, flinching when he was slapped harshly Across the face. "Only call me babe..don't ever say my name again you rainbow freak..." he hissed, the words striking deep into the joker's heart and he glanced at the ground briefly.

"Yes...babe.." he sighs out, looking at the ground as he held any drop of water that threatened to invade and pour from his eyes.

"Good....you know I love you right..?" Arms wrapped around his waist and he was pulled into looking at those same pupils once again, wishing desperately that he could forget about everything. Forget about how his boyfriend had changed, forget about how he was used and cheated on, forget how he had been violated, forget about all the suffering and pain he had been put through.

But he couldn't, and he refused to pretend that it had never happened and live in a fantasy where everything was okay.

"Ya....I know..." he said quietly, not sure if he truly believed that anymore, but who else wouid love and accept him..? No one that's who. It was his fault anyway that his boyfriend was always mad, so why should he leave the only person in the world who loves him?

"Good....I'm the only one who would love you...especially considering your a freak of nature...be thankful I'm not cheating on you..." his boyfriend hissed before letting him go, putting his hands in his pockets and walking away from the rainbow lover.

"Ya....bye babe...." he said softly, His heart aching from his lover's harsh and cruel words, but he turned and walked home, making sure he didn't cry, after all...he deserved this....right?

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A cigarette was yanked out of A man's mouth and his lover glared at him. "What the hell Sam....you promised you would stop this...you know how much I hate smokers..." Dai hissed, throwing the cigarette to the ground and putting it out with a scowl.

"Oops...forgot.." his boyfriend shrugged nonchalantly, not really caring about how angry his lover was with him.

"Forgot..!? This is the 7th time Sam.." Dai pulled his arms away before realizing the mistake he had made.

"I don't need a fucking baby sitter....and what...did...i...say...about calling me that!?!" The joker cat's throat was grabbed and he was slammed into a pillar, A harsh hold on his throat to suffocate him.

"I-I'm s-s-sorry..." he choked out, the grip on his throat becoming tighter and making it even harder for him to breathe, a harsh glare Still carved onto his face while he watched the smaller slowly become closer to passing out from lack of oxygen.

"You'll learn your place.....and then you'll learn to respect me like you should..."

"Brother....why do you wear those bandages...why do you shake..." a pastel heart covered figure Turning to face the One who lay slumped against a wall, headphones on his ears as he looked blankly at the canvas he painted on.

".....He hurt you again didn't he.." The younger spoke quietly, a frown and tears coming onto his face. "He....WHY DO YOU STAY WITH HIM..!?" he cried, throwing his makeup kit aside as he looked at his older brother.

Dai merely stayed silent and slowly looked to His younger brother Suki. "And why do you Go back to Reuben.." he responded blankly, looking into his brothers highlighted eyes.

"I......." the younger of the two had nothing to say and they fell silent, Hugging themself.

"I can't believe that being a Rape Victim is the one thing we have in common...." he mumbled out to the younger of the two before standing and grabbing a bottle out of a drawer.

"Please brother...leave him....he doesn't deserve you...you don't need him..."

"......Maybe I will one day..who knows Suki.."

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"Love you...like this..!?! Your even more of a freak then you were before!!! Get lost ugly piece of shit!!" Two boys laughed at the stitched up Joker cat before running away.

The figure was left alone as they slumped to the floor, a choked sob came from their fused throat As they buried Their face in their knees.

No one will ever love us....