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gothwitch1891
If it's not clear I hate myself you should hate me too because I am just bad I'm bad at everything I'm the worst I'm awful

1. I'm ugly
2. I'm fat
3. I'm a freak
4. I'm a slut
5. I'm mean
6. I'm selfish
7. I'm stupid
8. I'm weak
9. I don't fit in
10. I'm unlovable
11. I'm worthless
12. I'm needy
13. I'm afraid
14. I'm disgusting
15. I'm too nerdy
16. I'm alone
17. I'm undeserving
18. I'm an idiot
19. I'm a faggot
20. I'm a crybaby
21. I'm childish
22. I lack confidence
23. I'm ungrateful
24. I'm untalented
25. I'm clumsy
26. I'm insane
27. I'm broken
28. I'm lost

And I'm tired I'm tired of a lot I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of yelling and being sad I'm tired of pretending to be okay I'm tired of being alone and angry and feeling crazy I'm tired of feeling stuck of needing help I'm tired of remembering and missing things of being different and missing people and feeling worthless I'm tired of feeling empty and not being able to just let shit go tired of wishing I could start over and dreaming of a life I'll never have

Most of all I'm tired of being tired

I fall too fast and I crash too hard
I care too much and forgive too easily
I wait too long and miss people I shouldn't
I worry over nothing and over think everything
I'm too complicated to be loved

I've been depressed for a while now i'm sick and tired I'm so fucked up I really need some help, but how can you help me if I can't even help myself
I'm so disappointed

I hate myself it just gets worse and worse every day
I want to disappear

I can't do it I can't

It's sad really that the only reason I haven't killed myself is because I'm scared of hurting others but the reason I want to kill myself is because everyone else is hurting me

I'm so scared of what will happen if I leave I don't know what will be waiting but I can't be here anymore I can't I need to be gone whether that's dead or to a different plane of existence I just I can't be here I need to just trap myself in a bubble and stay there because of everyone why do people do that why do people have to take away the good ones 'oh they started abusing substances' yeah because you pushed them to it they may be the ones on deaths for the ones in the casket but you are the one with the murder weapon YOU pulled that trigger YOU tied the knot YOU opened the bottle YOU sharpened the blade YOU pushed them off the edge into the abyss YOU did that

"Why are you like this" I'm like this because of the world and myself I'm not gonna blame this on everyone else it's not everyone's fault just a few I live in a world full of people yet I'm able to be so alone "Being a kid is so easy" no it's not you can't take a breath it's always WORK WORK FASTER WORK FASTER LEARN FASTER TEST FASTER BE SMARTER BE BETTER WHY ARE TEST YOU SO STUPID READ SHUT UP AND READ TEST STUDY THIS LEARN TEST THAT WORK HARDER WORK FASTER BE FASTER BE BETTER BE FASTER "you're exaggerating it's just teen angst and drama" it's not called being angsty and dramatic it's called me having valid rational feelings because of real circumstances and you instead of dealing with it sweeping it under the mat as "angst"

FUCK THE WORLD JUST LET ME LEAVE