Well three days ago was one of the "GREATEST" days ever! *sarcasm* I am pretty sure my self esteem has gone down -60. So here I am left with 40% left. Why? Well......

1. School lunch money- since me and my sister go to the same school now we have to "take turns" handing in the lunch money for school. Well I CAN'T because right when I get to school I have to go directly to Band and when I get there I stay there. She on the other hand goes to the lunchroom to wait for the bell to dismiss them to class and that's where you are supposed to hand it in. Well, Band would some time start early so I can't give it to them. My sister has all this freetime to give it to them, but she refuses and has my own mother on her side! We can start to take turns when she gets into highschool!

2. Mother- we had our last Marching band competion and repeated this 3 times to her already..... that we will ONLY be in our uniforms! No fancy clothes are needed! Also the first times when I told her that we are only going to be in our UNIFORMS. But she asks "are you supposed to wear nice clothes there?" Well mother of mine, yes, if I was ever to join vocal again.

3. Dad- he makes ME do all this stuff HE could've done himself! "Chibi look up this. Chibi go find that. Chibi remember this." UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!

4. Kids at my school- they were judging people who had glasses, braces, or both! Well I'm sorry that my teeth aren't straight and I have HORRIBLE eyesight! They were even saying how ugly it would be. Like, I am right behind you. Don't think I can't hear you. Imagine if we switched roles: me the "freaky" nerd-now a judgey popular and you: the judgey popular-now the "freaky" nerd.

Why can't I just...... just die?! I am SO close to losing my self esteem! That I can't take it! *sighs*