Man, I was surprised to see I haven't written a chapter about this yet as its one of my favourite feelings ever! Nostalgia is like an old friend you see walking down the road, Nostalgia is like seeing your family after a long time, Nostalgia is... Nostalgic.

Im such a sucker for the bittersweet moments in life. Sure, it may hurt like hell at the moment but when you actually think about it later, you realize that it was for the best. Oh the writers of your favourite TV show killed off your favourite character? Man, it sucks, it hurts, you cry your eyes out but yet you keep on watching the show, and now you love it more than ever. That is, if you are like me. Game Of Thrones? Infinity War? I love both of them to bits. And if you asked me the reason for that being, I wouldnt be able to answer cause I dont know why myself. But if you pressed on and told me to guess, I'd say that its cause I can look at the bigger picture; If the character didnt die, the following events wouldnt have been possible. If said events are satisfactory, then I get the fact that the writers' decision to kill him/her was necessary and that it was for the best. If said events are NOT satisfactory, then its just a shit show (*cough* DC *cough*). Now, you could always say, "Well couldnt that thing happen even if he/she were alive? HE/SHE DIDNT HAVE TO DIE" but thats just denial, you know it couldnt deep down in your heart and the sooner you accept that the better.

That was a whole rant, im sorry, now back to Nostalgia. Nostalgia is bittersweet, and thats why i love it so much! When you listen to a song you used to hear a lot growing up after a long time, you go back to those times again. You go back to the time when you were just a small dumb child with not a care in the world roaming freely. And thats when it hits you, the pain of wanting to go back to those times, to be a child again. To leave the world and go back into your imaginary wonderland that you used to have as a child. You realize how cruel the real world is and how much it sucks and how much things were all better back then. But then you realize that youre just in denial, that you still refuse to accept the fact that you are not a child anymore. And thats when you have to accept that, accept that youve grown up and that theres nothing you can do about it. You find yourself grateful for the things you have and for the people you know. That is the sweet part of the bittersweetness. You also now suddenly love the song now cause of said sweetness. THAT is Nostalgia.

Bottom line, I love Nostalgia. Its definitely in my top 5 emotions to feel list.