Grrrrr I couldn't sleep so I wrote this. So yeah, i hope its nice.

Indefinite

I can't write
Too much light
I'm holding on tight
I don't know what's right

The future feels so blurred
My mind imagines it to be so dark
I don't know what to do
I don't know if I even could

Each person feels the same
Bags underneath their eyes
So tired and lost in this game
Just always asking why

I wish I felt different myself
Or that I had a stronger mindset
I wish there were someone there
Who could show me through the maze

Sometimes I find myself wondering
How some people are so giving
Their love seems to run so deep
I wish that that were me

Sometimes it feels like too much
But other people have it worse
Her nationality is dutch,
She cant describe it in words

So really, I can't complain
To me, that is certain
I just have a mean brain
And im gonna sleep again

...I want rain