I feel so pressured right now...

School starts back next week and I have a bit of homework to finish up... But that's not just it...

My parents are seriously getting on my back on trying to figure out my future and what in going to do...

I want to be an animator and I know where I want to go for uni and all...

But they want me to start working on a portfolio and animations and really want me to get serious about working on it...

I don't even have a frigging computer to work even begin working on it...

I don't have the softwares, I don't have the space.

They want to help me but they won't say when!

How can I do anything like this without the right tools?!

I feel so lost and pressured by this and I don't know what to do...

I'm actually crying right now this is stressing me out so badly...

I just don't know what to do anymore...

I'm sorry I'm ranting, I just had to vent it out...