Welp... the fuck. Why does stuff have to be so hard? Why must it be hard to keep people that you love close and safe?????? Why must they push you away? I know that they are trying to protect me or tell me something but I want to stay! I want to be there for them! Why must you push me away?? What did I do wrong? How can I change all of this? Why did you keep these things away from me? I could have helped damn it!

*sighs* Im sorry, I'm just sick of this happening all of the time.