This is for kurokurtashipper01, I know you said a Free x Kris, but I can't help it! And sorry I am not that good at Straight Lemon scenes...

And this may be depressing by the end too...

Alone at last...

Just me in this pond. My solitude...

I get to clear my mind after a long fight with my former boyfriend Shu. Can't believe I just did that. It had to be done after all. We are not meant to be. He lives in America, while my home is here in Spain. As much as I want to be with him, I couldn't. I can't leave the team I loved so much, the place I called home ever since I was born.

And...Kris...

She's like a sister to me for certain. Kris had been with me for almost my entire life. From early childhood, until I'm soon to be an adult. Think about those days just me and her every time. Leaving her, and the place I longed to call home, just can't work out.

I love Shu, but it's not enough for me I guess...

Ugh, I felt stupid for yelling at him for his work. All he ever do is work, training the other bladers. He's too focused on his job than me. But Kris? She does both quite well. Yeah, she doesn't train us considering how inexperienced she is with beys.

Now I sound like a spoiled brat, just wanting Shu for myself for that matter. Quite frankly, he always changes our date a lot. Always putting his team first then his lover.

Joining the Bulls is an option, but not I am willing to take seeming the reasons I just said. My life began here, and I plan to end it where it all started. Right here...

Shu thought...

I can't get my mind off of him. Not even Kris. Been there for me since I was found. Took good care of me. I grew up with her.

Why am I going on about this!? She's my sister. Technically not but still...

Suddenly I felt something vibrating in my pocket. Once I took it out, right on the lock screen. Shu's adoring face as his name was set as his cute nickname I gave him.

"❤Bunny🐰❤"

My finger reaches to answer...then stops...

Should I answer this?

I was reluctant to press that green button. I want to talk to him at the same time I don't...

Taking a few breaths I pressed the answer button...

Here goes nothing...

"Hello?"

No one replying. I repeated myself then...I heard sobbing...

"Shu? Are you alright?"

His sobs got louder...

"Free, I'm...gosh..."

He hangs up...

"Shu...? Shu! Hello? Shu!"

I called and called, dialing his phone number. No one was answering.

Piecing the uttered words myself...

He's breaking up with me...isn't he...?

Out of sheer anger, I threw my phone onto the water. I could care less about the budget. But Shu...we're done...

I sat there, tucked into myself. Sobbing quietly. Eventually finding myself laying on the grass staring into the sky.

Quiet...

Peaceful...

Then some footsteps come close. I assume it was my friend deer then there it was...Kris...

"Free?" She crouches down to my level, she sees the tear in my eye, "Are you crying?"

I sat up, wiping the droplets on my cheeks. Too late as he spotted them soon after. "Hey, Kris, what's up?" I act it off casually as if nothing happened, yet she can see through me...always...

"You're strong Free...I know you can move on from it..." She said in her casual sweet monotone voice, so gentle as ever. "There are more fishes on the sea..."

I came to the realization. Kris had done so much for me, maybe...moving on should be fine...

Without a thought I pushed her down onto the grass, taking her by surprise. Her angelic blue eyes stared wide at my black once, her expression was so cute...almost like Shu's, "Free, what are you doing?" She asked, greatly confused...

I didn't respond, only capturing her lips. Licking her soft once for entrance. She kissed back, approving for my intrusion. Kissing softly, feeling her wet cavern so sweet. 'She tastes like raspberry...' Just like how Shu tasted...strawberries...

Common and comparable...

Her arms lighten, allowing my hand to explore her upper body without shame. We are quite frankly very deep into the forest. There would be no one here to find us in an intimate position.

I slowly lowered myself towards her chest, so rounded. As I unbuttoned her pink striped shirt, her face turned pink as well the same shade as her bra. "This is...very quick..." She commented with a little giggle in the end. I pulled away slightly, "We can stop it you don't want to..."

Kris is right, I'm going way too fast for this. But she held me back onto her, smiling, "I want you to release your stress, Free." She brushes her hand onto my hair, tangling her finger on my red strand, "Anything to make you happy...cause..." I stopped her there, I know...

"I love you too~"

She gasps, connecting our fingers. Smiling so brightly, both of our faces deep in pink blushes.

Eventually, I found myself entering her. (lmao like I said I have no idea how to make a straight lemon scene...sorry) She spreads her legs further apart for me. Both our bodies were covered in sweat. The only time I get the sweat is by sex I guess...

Exposed chest, white long legs...

But...

Nevermind...

Looking back at her as I aline myself, this is risky...

Her face was determined, but I don't wanna have it yet. But she insists. Wrapping her legs around my waist trapping me there. I chuckle, can't believe Kris of all people made me shy.

When it was Shu, I was all in like a hungry animal and-....damn it...

I could bonk my head for that. Forget it Free, he doesn't want to be with you anymore...

...

"All you do is work!!"

"It's my duty..."

"So you'd forget about me!?"

"I'm doing my best to spare my time Free!"

"But you've never been sparing any for me!"

"You don't know what it's like!"

"I know what it's like..."

"You don't!! I've seen it all! The horrific things that ruined my sanity under this dark flare...! You have none of it!!"

"You take the law sues under your wing that was suppose to be Ashtem's."

"I took those manipulated bladers under my wing for them not to follow what I've done!"

"Well, you know it's not enough..."

"Then let me fix it!"

"You can't do anything about it. This flare had broken out and would possess any host it wants...that including Lane..."

"I want to help him-"

"You can't..."

"That's not for you to decide."

"There is no stopping it. You have to let it go..."

"Nothing I've done was for you..."

'Nothing I've done was for you...'

...

Nothing...

I was nothing to him...

Kris...

She did everything for me...

Why Shu...

Why...

I'm done...

"Gaah-ah, haa~" Kris moans louder than I expected. I could barely fit into her whole. I lower the phase as I don't want to hurt her. And again, she insists. "Go faster Free~ please-ah...go faster!" She pleads.

I ram faster than before, her whimpers gradually increase. Losing herself into the pleasure, myself included.

She sticks her chest up, making me want to...

"Oh! Ah! Free~" She flinches, shocked as I suddenly buried my face into her breast. So soft and bouncy. I kissed her cleavage, soon after making my way onto her nipple. Pinching and playing while the other played by my tongue. "Ohhh- Fuck~"

I thrust on an even faster phase, feeling myself getting closer...

Shit! She's a girl!

She'll get pregnant if I...

I can't let her tell me to do it. Not like I don't want to have kids. I don't want to bury my grief into her as well. Pulling out so suddenly right after she came. Jerking myself off in front of her, groaning as I was getting even closer. "Fuck..." I groaned, releasing my juice onto her breast.

Falling beside her, exhausted...

"This...this is the first time I've...seen you tired..." She stated as she was drifting off to sleep. With a small chuckle, pulling her close to me. I kissed her forehead 'goodnight' and let my eyes shut.

Two months pass so quickly that I barely felt it. Even so, I haven't texted Shu those past time...then again I never received any news about him...

Surprisingly not even Valt knows...

Now, this whole week I've been fiddling with my phone to see the news feed about the Raging Bulls, and even a frequent connection with Valt for any news about Shu...

5 days passed, still none...

I wonder how he was...

In the meantime, Kris and I are official. I asked her to be my girlfriend and she accepts. Yet Shu is still in my mind...

None of the news feed leads anything else than the win streak his team had been. Including a surprising article of Lane who is now an official captain of the bulls.

So Shu did it...

I can't believe I doubted him that badly...

"Free?" I heard Kris calling me through the door. "Ready to go?"

"Be right there!"

I said, getting up from my bed.

Today's the day I find out. As the opposing team, we have to face the Raging Bulls for the title to be stable as they've always been the main competition. I gotta admit that they won more of the tournaments than we do.

And their new asset to the team, this should be interesting.

I came down, seeing Kris packing her luggage for America. Sneaking behind her, I grabbed her into a warming hug. She sidles into it giggling. "You sure are in the mood today~"

"Todays we'll take them down am I right~"

She winks, "Of course, with you in the team. Nothing is impossible."

Nothing...

Nothing...

Fuck here it goes again...

After that long grueling trip on the bus and the overly boring plane trip, they finally arrived. The smell of America's fresh breeze. So refreshing and the smell of victory soon to come was worth the wait.

Not only that, we get to know how Shu is doing at least...

Valt and Rantaro clocks onto each other as we asked where his team was.

Disappointed...

Shu wasn't there...

Only Lane and his team...

"Pardon us Mr. Valhala, but where is Shu?" Kris asked, formal as she should be. "Please come in." Lane gestures while he busies himself training his other fellow team. Silas, Cuza, and the others went to their dorms to settle their stuff. Not Valt or Rantaro who is with them. "Wow, can't imagine trying to change you Lane. You sounded like a different person!" Valt chirps, impressed by Shu's achievement in 2 months.

"Thank Shu for his efforts." He smiles as Harry hid inside his fluffy jacket.

I crossed my arms like an interrogation, "You didn't answer the question..." I tapped my foot impatiently. I wanna know so badly. "He didn't come, he said he's not feeling good..."

"Shu's sick? That's unnatural for someone very fit." Rantaro commented confusedly, "He is pretty skinny." Valt added. While my mind going to all places. Knowing the direction towards the building. I ran out the door.

Kris came after me immediately as she saw me go out, "Free!"

"Stay here, I'll be right back!" I didn't look back, I ran and ran as fast as I can towards the streets. Not even the cars can keep up with my speed.

I slowed down only for crossing and ran like a car on the wrong side of the streets. Finding myself in front of the tallest building in the country. Right on the sign displays the logo of the bulls. Wasting no time I ran up to find him.

I went up to the receptionist to ask, "Excuse me, may I speak with your boss." (Idk why but this reminds me of a classic Karen line XD)

She was reluctant to speak of it for some reason. But before the door...

There he was...

Dressed in his usual clothes, but something is a bit...off

Without hesitation, I ran towards him, ignoring the staff who tried to stop me. "Shu!" He looks in my direction, shocked. "Free...?" He gasps, before I can talk one of the guards grabbed me from behind. Shu stopped them.

"He's a friend, lower your arms." They obeyed letting me go.

Shu looks at me concerned. "What are you doing here? Did you get lost? I can get a cab to take you to the arena." Shu, being the concerned mother figure. How I missed that cute deeds of his. But I'm not here for that. "I'm not lost. I came here for a reason..." We were left to ourselves in the lobby, silent. "Why aren't you at the arena?"

There was a long time of silence as I added that. It felt awkward, but Shu immediately pries to answer, "The tournament is about to start. You should heaf off immediately." But I stayed persistent. "Answer me first!"

His eyes widened, scared...

Did I get too harsh?

"Free..." He trails off so oddly out of character. In my knowledge Shu tends to be confident, having any challenges heads higher than it can get. As of now...he's on the bottom of the peak. "You can tell me, Shu..."

My heart beats fast...waiting...

"No..."

"No?"

"I can't..."

I struggle to make him feel comfortable, "Why?"

"Drop it Free..." I saw a tear in his eyes, he's crying. That's so not like him. "Shu-" I tried to talk this through but he...yelled. "It's not your concern!" He raised his voice, is this even Shu that he knows anymore?

He turns around, sobbing, "Just leave..."

Then I realized what was off earlier...

His stomach...

It has a bump on it...

I didn't hesitate, not even if there were guards. I pulled him forcefully into somewhere no one was in. To talk in private. "Free let me go-"

I cut him off, opening his black jacket...

He's...

"Shu you're...." My eyes can't process what I am seeing...

He's...

"Yeah...I'm pregnant Free..."

I was speechless, he's a male! How!? And why he never told me?

"I know what you're thinking..." I gasp, looking straight to his teary eyes. "Ashtem's experiments on me caused some side effects that made me able to get pregnant without him having any idea...The baby? The doctors said it would be twins. And why I never told you...? You should already know the answer..."

Kris...but...

"How did you-"

"Gossips spreads fast...I know..."

Can I even breathe at this point? What would Kris say? What have I done!? What should I do!? Then my mind turns to that phone call 2 months ago. "When you called me. You were breaking up..."

"Who said I was?" Shu said like it was nothing, then again seeing his facial expression. He's hurt. "I was about to tell you I was pregnant. But I'm too scared you might resent me..." He looks down, sadness covering his eyes. "Then I learned about you and Kris. I couldn't face to break it..."

"So I kept it a secret..."

I blink and blink, staring confused at the white tiles. He held my cheek gently with his pale hand, he was...smiling...

"It's okay Free...keep this a secret to her. She doesn't need to know..."

"But...but what about you?"

Is this a dream...? Can't be...it's all real...no...

"I can live with it..."