- secretly cuts herself

- eats less and less

- smiles disappear

- stays in room more often

- wants to disappear

- hates herself

- wishing that she could drop dead

- is an emotional rollercoaster

- puts on a fake smile

- crys while smiling

- thinks she's worthless

- doesn't do much

- has normally blank eyes

- doesn't brush hair unless going out to face people

- talks less

- takes the beating ( physical and with words)

- crys herself to sleep

- tries to end her life in multiple ways

- thinks that everyone hates her and wants her gone

- thinks she's a horrible sister,mother,wife and so on

-Onyxia

-Bookworm_Girl-