-Feels like she can't be a good mother

-Feels like she can't be a good wife

-Has constant nightmares about losing her kids and husband

-Has panic attacks

-Feels like she can't protect her kids from harm thanks to what they had to go though as children

-hates herself for not being there for them

-Tries to hide all of the pain

-Has fears and nightmares of losing an unborn child

-Has nightmares were her kids and husband didn't love her anymore and went back with Catherine

-Doubts herself a lot

-Wishes she can be better

-Wishes she could just be a better woman

-Wishes that she was beautiful like her sister