Ive never been so bored and without like a normal person conversation. I just..... feel empty. I havent talked much today at all in terms of using my voice. Basically all my rps are dead and kinda makes me feel like they aren't that good or no one really cares. I feel like the ones I work the hardest on or wanted to do really badly aren't getting anything.

I only have motivation to write starters. Ive basically given up on drawing. I want to discontinue every single book I've ever written. I have little to no motivation now, its sad but true. My family is definitely the main cause of this, I feel bad everyday around them. I honestly hope that it would stop. Some of the pain is from here. I try not to be needy while others are. I won't ever take a break from this app but sometimes its tempting to say fuck it and leave everything behind