Okay so last Christmas was a reakly depressing Christmas for me. My parents still make me write a list and even when I did, I didn't get anything I wanted. But I'm still happy I got something out of it. Point is I asked for a saihara cosplay and like two bodies only to be told that I'm 'crazy for wanting something like this' which made me sad. Then when my birthday came I said "Hey use the Christmas list and get something off there" my dad threw it away and all I got was a kimono, a fake kimono, and two mangas(i wanted those mangas).

Life sucks for me sometimes and I'm not looking forward to Christmas. This year I'm gonna try writing the list early. What should I put?