they say that they care about you when they dont. they dont care if your depressed or mentally ill, they use you. they put themselves first but you put them first, you never make things about you, you follow behind. but they lie and spread rumors behind your back, you feel empty upon finding out. you feel forgotten and distance yourself from others, a motto of mine is 'worry for others before myself' as you can tell i dont think about myself much. the vents werte reminders to myself that family cant be trusted