You ever just feel like crying for no reason?

Well heres a reason, your 'friend' leaves you on read until saying 'brb' for two hours then comes back three hours later to say 'my crazy cousin came over' leaves you on read AGAIN then comes back almost a hour later and continues what you were doing then precedes to leave you on once AGAIN for almost a hour for them to come back and say 'night sorry'

..... I'm not a crybaby right? I like to think these past two years have been hard for me. Going through relationships, figuring out my sexuality, figuring out my gender, and other things. Crying feels normal now but two years ago I never really cried. Interesting how that is