should i be selfish and make a book about my personal requests?

for example like if i want to see someone make a book of a ship i really love i could put it in the book or maybe a drawing request, yknow simple things

yes im not feeling well and unlike zhongli, im feeling like doing something for myself and well having people try making me happy instead of pretending

will i get hate? most likey but honestly i put myself before others so i dont care today

actually why ask? um because im still caring about others opinions and feelings before my own-