He promised to see me again. I waited for many days. Wanting to him feel me and touch me. I waited for days until I saw the great army. Among those standing was... him. He changed when I last saw him. I clenched my fist as I saw him. He looked... cold. As if he had a full hatred of me. My brother gets what he wants.

Someone that evil would have never gotten that support. But everyone knows I was a coward. I hid and killed. I knew that I was a coward. It was until he saw me. I pointed my sword at him. I knew it wasn't enough. He carried a giant war hammer and I carried a sword. With one swing, he could've have killed me. The troops ran towards me. Their growls sounded like a cheer, almost praising him.

It was until he grabbed my sword and plunged it at them, similar where I stand. He looked back at me and threw my sword to me. He got his hammer before walking away. I questioned about his actions. Did he have a memory of me? Why would he help me? I quickly hid where no one can see me. My brother went near by. He spoke the remaining soldiers that they should leave. Along with them was him.

They left quickly as they arrived. I was honored as one of the bravest knight after. I wish I can thank him but I still hate him. I walked in the forest that I went as a kid. Having these faint memories were painful. "Why are you here?" I turned and pointed my sword at him. His supposed Fire eyes are now dull red. His mouth covered with some metal and some giant metal collar and shoulder pads that made chains to his metal collar.

It made me question what happened all those years he had disappeared. "I was going to ask you the same question." He sighed. His voice wasn't calming and soothing as before. It was harsh and hoarse like he hasn't spoken for days. "What happened to you?" He stared at me. I felt tears starting to flow, "You promised to see me after that day! But no, you disappeared and you joined my brother's stupid army!"

"I'm sorry..." I looked at him in silence. "W-what?" "I didn't mean to leave you...." He sounded sad knowing that I was angry. "When I went back home, everyone was attacked by your people. I fought back and was kidnapped after. I heard that I was the only survivor left and chained me to die. Your brother used his power to free me and control me."

I moved closer. "I knew you hated him but I had no choice. Once I saw you, I wanted to help you but it wasn't enough." "So you went here to talk to me?" He nodded, "I do not wish you harm. Memories flooded back in and I wanted to see you, feel you, and touch you." I slightly blushed. "I wished you stayed longer, I missed you so much." I moved closer to him, touching his shoulder pads then putting them on his chest. I laid my head and cried. He softly let my head.

It felt for the first time that I found love. "I want to kiss you but..." I touched his metal muzzle. He made a soft growl and tiptoed to kiss the metal muzzle. "Can you promise to protect me?" He nodded, "Of course, if I don't. Then you may kill me, without hesitation." Hearing those words made me cry. I know that he cannot protect me. He is controlled by my brother. I nodded and hoped that it will never happened. We both parted ways and I hope to see him again soon.

The next day, I rested at the castle. I fought some of my brothers soldiers that entered the kingdom. It took work but finished the job. I watched through the balcony but he never arrived. I knew that my brother needed something from him. I wished my brother didn't turn evil. I had glimpses of the memories when I had with him. His smile, his emotions, and the way he protects me. I would say that he was really my true love.

I heard screams and rushed to fend the kingdom. I was stabbed by one the soldiers. I screamed in agony and it was only until he came and killed the soldier. His hammer was drenched in blood, my soldiers blood. He gave bandages to me and pulled the sword out. I gritted my teeth as he put pressure on the wound. "Play dead until the sun has risen." I nodded as he covered me in a blanked covered with blood.

His footsteps echoed the home before it disappeared. It must have been awhile because I woke up and the sun has risen as he said. I limped towards the door and the guards found me and brought me to the hide out. I slept outside in the deep forest. I loved the darkness and the nostalgia of the forest. I knew my way back so it wasn't that hard. It was until I heard those recognizable footsteps. It was him. I turned and saw him holding his gigantic war hammer.

He dropped it and knelt next to me. "Are you hurt?" He asked. "No I am not and thank you." We both moved closer until I kissed his muzzle. I imagined that I was feeling his lips and his tongue going into mine. I moaned and he growled. He slowly removed my shirt. Seeing the injury he touched it. "Is it ok-" "It is ok, just be gentle." He nodded and removed my pants. He saw me already hard and he looked back at me.

"I wish that I can kiss you." I smiled, "Just imagine that I am kissing your lips and can you prepare me?" He nodded and coxed his two fingers with water until he put it in my entrance. I gasped and I gripped my bed. He stretched my inside and I softly moaned. He watched and made sure I was ok. It was soon after that he replaced his fingers with something bigger. I moaned and gripped onto him. He rubbed my back.

"I will not put the entire thing in." He then slowly moved and I tightened my grip. Tears begin to fall and whispered calming words to me. I felt pleasure instead of pain and moaned. "C-can you put it in further?" He looked at me, "Of course." I felt him push further and I arched my back. He stopped and I looked to see it was near halfway in. He moved slowly and I panted. It has been awhile since we have done this.

It was then in a few minutes that he came inside me. He gasped loudly as he grunted. He pulled out and used a rug to wipe off my cum and the cum dripping out of my entrance. My eyes slowly closed and they last thing I saw was him wearing his clothes. I woke up the next day to see him gone with a small sigil of his on a cloth. I smiled and tied it around my waist. I felt a stomachache and ignored it.

In a few days, I got sick and having a small stomach bump. Could it be? No that would be impossible, but was it? I felt myself fighting against myself. One felt happy and the other felt upset. One night, I fought myself until I felt something connect to me. Then a voice asked, "Can you hear me?" It was his, I smiled and answered back, "Hello? It's me." "It is good to hear you like this." I felt that we chatted for days and it was very comforting.

It was until the sun was rising that we said goodbye and continued one our tasks. I needed to figure out a way to survive and fend for our child. I found an old cottage in the deep woods and maybe live there until the child is born. In my dream, I saw that he was standing in front of me. "Your stomach is growing." I looked to see it was and I looked back at him. "Will help me take care of our child?" He rubbed my growing stomach and nodded. "Thank you and I will make sure that he knows about you."

He smiled before I woke up. It felt real and it was getting noticeable. I freaked out and told them I was growing some weight. I went back to the cottage and slept there. I gave myself a break for four months which they allowed. I was happy and prepared the small cottage. It was tiring work but it was worth it. I would cry in pain and hear his footsteps to help me. He would comfort me to sleep and I would hold him tight.

When I was in labor, he wasn't there. I knew that he can't go to see me a lot to avoid suspicion. I waited and had instincts to push. I heard footsteps and he entered in and comforted me. I felt someone watching the both of us. I heard sounds of a baby crying and I smiled to see our child born. He showed me and I laid my head on his shoulder. I asked him to put the child in his bed before I fell asleep.

I woke up to silence. I thought the child was kidnapped but he was already given things to keep him company while I prepare myself to get back to my work. It was until I heard a knock. I got up and opened, it was the prince. "My prince, w-what brings you here?" I stuttered. "Where is the child?" I moved back, "Please sir, I do not want anything to harm my child even if it belongs to the enemy." He gestured to calm myself down.

"Dear Knight, I just want to see your child. I watched you in labor and saw the enemy taking care of you as if he loved you greatly." I was shocked and couldn't even believe it. "May I see the child?" I nodded and carried him to the prince. The prince smiled at seeing the child move. "What brings you here?" He looked at me, "I came to see how your child is doing and I would allow you to stay at my castle." Hearing those words made my heart flutter.

"But my prince, I mustn't. The father of this child will arrive and find me and him." The prince nodded. "Then I shall allow you stay here but any part of the enemy that isn't not the father of the child, then they shall be slain for the protection of the child." I smiled from his offer but maybe he will take him away from him. He is the prince so I can accept this offer. "I agree with that but if the knights are here later, please make them hidden to not panic him."

He nodded at left the cottage. In the evening, he arrived at went to check the child. "Can I speak to you?"  He nodded and we went to another room, the bedroom. "What do want to talk about?" "The prince saw me in labor." He stood up and growled, "Should I kill him?" I waved my hands, "No no no, he said he will keep it as a secret and he will put knights to protect the cottage while I take care of our child." He sighed and nodded, "I will agree with this as long our child will be protected."

I cooked food for both of them and when cleaning up, he helped clean and allowing me to rest. I watched him handle our child, making him fall asleep. I laid in bed and we gave each other a goodnight kiss before he left. Waking up, I went to the woods to collect fire wood before hearing rustling of leaves. I grabbed enough woods and ran back. Sounds of my brothers army arriving to the cottage. I quickly grabbed my sword and waited for them to burst in.

I closed my eyes, holding my child. Sounds of Fire and swords slashing were heard. Once I opened my eyes, my sword was broken in half and my brother carried my child. "My brother giving birth to my child? Such an amazement." I screamed in anger and grabbed my broken sword but was knocked back by him. He smiled before getting crushed by an hammer. I quickly grabbed my child before seeing him panting hard and blood splattered on half of his face.

My brother moved backwards, grunting in pain from his crushed bones. "I-I control you. Take that child immediately!" He raised his hammer above his head before telling my brother, "No one controls me." And destroying my brother completely. I looked back and saw nothing but blood and bones. I felt weak and was caught by him and held our child. He carried me to the prince's castle. I looked as everyone stared at him and me.

The prince rushed down to check on all of us. He put me on the concrete floor and was about to leave before gripping on his armor. "Don't leave..." His raspy breathes, I wanted him to carry me more. "I do not belong here. You do." I teared up, "You saved me, I want you here." The prince added, "He is right, you can stay here and you can be part of the knights." He looked away, "I can no longer be human. After all I've seen, I am enemy." I cried and begged him to stay as he walked away.

After those years when we last saw each other, our child grew and believed that the prince is his father. The prince, now king and I am still his loyal knight. I sat on the concrete steps of the castle, waiting for him to comeback and carry to that small cottage. My child questions about my sadness but I cannot say why. I soon forgot his name but his image, I remember. I had dreams about him. My poor old brain. My child is now king and it was until I saw him again.

He was broken than I last saw him. He dropped his war hammer to our child and went towards me. Did our child know about him? Did the prince tell about him? Questions flooded my brain and a hand touched my hand. "My dear Tamas, do you remember me?" My eyes started to water and rest my head on his hand. "Yes I remember." "Do you remember my name?" Memories started to flood back. D something. "D-Diabolo?"

He nodded and I cried tears of joy. The crowd clapped with joy and it was until they all left the three of us alone. Our child went to me, "The prince told me the truth before he died and I searched to find him and free him for good. I couldn't watch you wait for him." "My child, thank you for finding him. It brings happiness to my saddened heart." He smiled as I turned back to Diabolo. "Where do you want to go?" I responded, "Somewhere we can be alone together, and we can die in peace." He nodded and carried me. I looked back to our child who held hands with a woman that he in love with.

I spent my last years with him. He was crumbling but at least we were together. As I wrote this last page of this diary, I laid in my bed and he sat next to me. Watching me finish this last page before we take our slumber. For anyone reading if your lover is an enemy, do not hide because deep down in everyone. They are going through the same thing.