Um I posted this on my vent book bit I really wanted to share it with everyone um yes these things are true that I say um warning blood uh sorry

On my body holds scars
All shapes, sizes, and colors
Like a zoo
All there and unlike with life
They never leave

I pick at them until they bleed
After they heal I start again,
in frustration
I don't like it
I despise it more
More than my own mother
More then my self hatred
But of course its a lie

They cause more in they're jokes
More tears fall with the pain
Babies are stronger than you
Useless, skinny, you

You try to be stronger,
only to be kicked in the face
You lie to protect others
But get yelled at for it despite it all
Unless little tears fill

Cried and shouts of pain
A call for what?
Not even you know
The thoughts swirl ahead before dying
Or so you thought
They live on
The scars
The blood
The tears

A escape from it all but yet,
here you are
Whats the point?
Why try when you dont understand
Why do so if there's no goal
Others cry while you dont care
Others fly while you die
Its my life,
but what about yours?