Haven't you ever felt like that? When someone wants you to be something your not. You know deep inside that you can't do that. You can't just change yourself. You can act like you changed but everyone who truly knows you will know that you didn't.

Today someone from where I used to live died. I started crying when I heard that her daughter died to. My mom and my dad asked me why I was crying. I told them what happened. They told me to grow up and get over it because I didn't know her. Well I can't. Her mother talked about her so much. She loved her daughter and I always wanted to meet her. But I can't now. Because she's gone just like Abby.