for some reason my heart just sunk like a ship does when it gets hit. i feel empty at the moment and i hate it. i have people to talk with but i wont because im scared ill make them upset or hate me. even in the middle of a conversation i alwats but other people's feelings become mine. my followers are only here for three comics i reposted there my most popular books. i feel like my work isnt vaulted. the other day a person who commented on my book said "please update this soon author-chan" i didnt delete the comment nor respond. when i post these vents no one reads them and cares, they vote and move on. i help others everyday but most dont ask if im mentality alright. some do but i lie so they dont get worried about someone like me. i put everyone first no matter if i like them or not. my whole life ive never put myself first and when i do, i feel guilty. watch people vote for this and glide over to the next thing