I said I hated school this year, but in all honesty I want nothing more than to wake up and go back to my school building-

I lowkey miss some of my teachers

I miss my friends

I miss talking to people other than my sister, mom, and grandma

And I'll be completely honest - school was the only thing that got me out of bed and moving

My mom tells me to "get out of bed", but how? My apartment is smaller than my will-to-live span, and even BEFORE this stupid virus broke out, I wasn't allowed to go outside

So what am I supposed to do? Wander around my apartment from room to room for hours? I think not-

Anyway, back to the school thing. One of my friends told me he's moving to a new school sometime in the future, and I might not even get to see him again by the time we go back to school ((IF we go back to school))

I miss my friends, and I even miss the sound of my science teacher yelling at everyone-

I miss everyone in my Strings class, even the more annoying kids. I just feel like we all know each other and everyone fits in no matter what

Heck, at this point, I even miss my entire art class. And art class was probably one of the worst parts of this year-

I shouldn't have been so harsh about this school year, because now I realize how much I miss it :(

Anyway, thanks for coming to my 6 AM, Tuesday Tear Session-