No one really cares what they do or say to me.

I'm not allowed to wake anyone up I less it's important. Because I can't freaking  drive.

But oooohhhh no. My sister's can laugh their asses off at night to wake me up, and they an ask me in the middle of the night where the hell a metal bat is.

They woke me up with them being loud. And then my sister gets all pissed off at me when I'm screaming because there is a spider on me and I'm freaking out.

That makes sense.
No. It freaking doesn't.

No one cares how I feel... There are some... Whom.. May read this and then get upset at me for saying "no one"...
So... Yeah...

My vocabulary... When I say "No one". It means "Everyone who has done this to me." not... "Everyone I know"...

I'm stupid okay?
I'm stupid not to just say "Almost everyone doesn't care"...

The truth is... At the moment... I honestly don't care.
I care about everyone else that I wanna be able to help... Even if they hurt me...

Which, it eats me alive to be insulted to your face or told indirectly "That's right bitch, walk away." when you don't know what is going on...

No one... Takes a second look... Even me...
I didn't take a second look to tell someone else what was going on... And... That person told the person I wasn't ready to tell...

So... Yeah...

I'm rambling again... Sorry...

... I'll get out of your hair... I'm sorry I said everything in the first place....