...

If anyone is gonna talk...
It'll be answered tomorrow morning...

I already know if one person who will spam the shit out of me when I say this... but...

Do you guys really care that I'm here...?

... Whenever someone has walked out of my life or... or shut me out...
nothing has actually gotten better... I still force myself to smile and laugh... sometimes it is genuine...

but... is it really mattering that i'm alive? i'm here on wattpad? ... that i have stayed and tried to help...?

... my mom told me to stop giving advice when people rant to me... because she doesn't want me hurt because of how people react...

... i cried for like... twenty minutes... i... i cried during school for a minute... snapped at my friends...
and...
that's not even the worse...

the worst is watching one girl who used to be my friend just stare at me.

i...

I know that I've wronged so many people here...

i-i wanna say that....

i'm so sorry of how I worded it and... and acted after it...

... i honestly... it hurt so much to never be able to voice my opinion that... when i do... it hurts even more when people don't tell me to shut the fucking hell up...

if I wronged you...
...go ahead and message me and scream at me about everything I put you through...

....... I deserve it........

i'm sorry...

~angela...