I need to stop and finally let go.

I need to stop being mean to my October memories. Let them go forever and watch them shrivel to dust.

The pain and anger I once felt all October and November. Has returned slightly.

However for it to be finally over and done with, I need to say this right now.

I am sorry... to whom the person is...

But October will be the one month that I will not like as much as others. Except for the 2nd and 4th of October. My dad's and cousin's birthdays. I will still remember the day after the 24th. Whose day it is.

I will not allow my old memories of October to haunt me anymore than they already have since that day. That month and most of November.

I have a girlfriend now. One that I know will be here for me no matter what. Not saying my old one wasn't there for me. But anyways yeah.

Her name is Katelyn.

And I...

I love her.

She is my new light in my current darkness.

The one that I am happy to be with....

Omg...

I feel tears and chills... typing this....

*sniffles* ...

I am sorry....

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