Hey if you are reading this now (J) then you are probably wondering why I am writing this or not really worried about this. Either way, I just need to get this off my chest.

*sighs*

When we first met, I had thought, "Oh this person's work is pretty cute and fun. Maybe I can be friends with her and rely on her to help get rid of my blues.

And then on one of your chapters I felt something, even though it was just an rp. After about two days of continuing to rp, when the holiday was coming around, I wasn't sure about how things would turn out.

Until you messaged me and told me that you didn't want me to leave you and then I pulled that sneakiness of mine and decided to show you how I felt about you. And then you told me that even if it was real or rp that you didn't care and was happy with where things were going. I was happy too until I went on one of your chapters and made things awkward. Even though I had apologized for making things too awkward, someone had messaged me and asked me if we were a thing or if I was just in love with you. I wasn't sure about it either until she told me someone else had already claimed you. (Rp wise.)

In my heart I wasn't sure about it, so I had checked to see if it was true or if my heart was playing with me. But sure enough, I had figured out that it was playing with me. Even if I thought I already knew you at first meet, I didn't even know a single thing about you, except your name. Same with you to me.

Anyway even if he claims you on here and maybe knows more about you than me, and I might not be active anymore because of a promise I had made to someone related to you that had to do with me not messing with his family, I feel as if our love was just a fantasy or roleplay. Anyway I guess all I can say is that I don't know about us anymore.

Even though you do care about me, because I am the "only friend" you can talk to, I feel like I'm not worthy or deserve it. However I think someone else could fill that spot, for me. Someone you've known longer than just a few days.

Anyway I'm just going to make this brief, I think it would be better if I was out of the picture.

Now I gotta go, before I get questions about what is going on or blocked from you and everyone else.

I'll always cherish the short moments we did have. But cherish the friendly moments we have the most

From the one that loved you for 3 days,
Sneaks (Javi)

JuviTheFlareon

P.S. sorry, but I think this might be the last I speak to you (J)