12/8/17

Four days left, and today I have to do a scale for my playing test.
This frightens me so badly, my heart is racing just thinking about it.
I hate having to do playing tests.
It's just like presenting in front of a class.
Both suck.
Both make my heart race.
Both scare the living shit out of me.
(Excuse my language.)

If you put your hand on my chest when my turn for a playing test comes up, you would be shocked by how fast it was going.
I have no FREAKING clue why I get so nervous, it makes me upset.

But that's enough of that, I took a math test on Tuesday and my teacher put the grade in yesterday.
I made an 84, which didn't have any effect on my grade at all.
Then we took a Post - Sol test thing and I made a 62, which didn't effect my grade.
This makes me upset because my grade is a 79, meaning I'm one point from an B.

So yeah.
I have a playing test, I took a math test made a fairly good grade, and my grade didn't change.
But four days left.