8/17/17
3:33am

⚠Possible trigger warning⚠
I make a reference to suicide in chapter's title, if your sensitive to the topic of suicide then please don't read the chapter.

Referring to the title:
No. Not like that.
I was in the shower, shaving my legs, and I cut my right leg.
Badly, well the worse that I've ever cut myself when shaving before.
(I cut myself a total of four times now. My left shin, my left ankle, my right elbow, and my right shin.)
I wasn't able to take a picture because I cut the skin over my shin bone off, and it wouldn't stop bleeding.
It was "to the white meat."
Which literally means that I cut myself deep enough to see white.
So I won't be wearing dresses the first two days of school like I planned.
😭😭😭😭😭
The good news is that it doesn't really hurt.
That's how shaving cuts work.

(1) You cut yourself.
(2) There's a delay in between when you cut yourself and when you feel the pain.
(3) It stings badly for a little while, and after that there's no pain depending on where you cut yourself.

This cut specifically kept bleeding because of where on my leg it was made.
It's kind of long too, so that probably played a part in why it bled so much.
But the crazy thing was that I could see the blood
coming up.
Like I would have to wipe the blood away so that it didn't get everywhere, and as I wiped it away my leg where I cut it was white but blood started to form almost immediately after.
But yeah so no dresses.
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