So, I've already thought about this, even before I got this app.
Don't worry, I'm not trying to be mean at all ever when I say, I don't really know anyone for real on this app!!!!!!!!!!! I've always been paranoid about what the people of the internet are actually like. The only internet people I trusted were people with youtube channels who had facecams and played Minecraft. Maybe it was the fact that they played such a good game that made me trust them more than others. Perhaps it was the fact that they were brave enough to show their actual faces, or even talk to millions on the videos. That takes courage. Did I have that courage then? No. Do I now? I have know idea!!!
When I got Wattpad a few months ago, there were only two people I knew who also had profiles, but I will not name them. I was extremely paranoid, and still kind of am. Don't think of me as a scared guy who hides in a basement away from the world all day and night though. Think of me as a guy who doesn't want to be hurt, attacked, or tricked mentally and physically.
So, when I get nice comments from people, I'm happy about the support, but I'm still always cautious. I'm sure most of you are who you say you are, but I'm always cautious because, one of the people out there could say they're a preteen, but instead they could be some old guy. On the other hand, they could say they're a preteen, but they're really only eight. This always makes me turn around to see if there's someone stalking me.
It's obvious some of you might not trust me. For all you know, I could be a weird, perverted guy living in his parents basement. This does not offend me. I am never truly offended, or if I do have an offensive, angry, or sad feeling, I shove and stuff and beat it down deep into my brain. If any of you truthful, trustworthy people do trust me though, try and believe me when I say I'm just an average teen, going into High school, who's afraid of driving vehicles, falling, pain, and watching others get hurt or die, who loves to read, write, draw, talk, and play videogames, and who has tried planning out his whole life literally hundreds of times, but knows that there will always be good and bad surprises at every corner. If you trust me, just think of me as the bookworm, the nerd, and the guy in the background who would love to be the hero of an action packed story, but knows he'd most likely immediately fail.
And if you trust me ever, believe me when I say that I'm not trying to be humble, or noble, or the hero when I say that or what I'm about to say. It's all, just, the truth...
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