(mini ramble after the tag woohoo)

a "growing up" tag from the loooovely egotistics

1 | describe how you acted when you were little?

hmmmm

maybe like bratty lol i thought i was like better then everyone because i read books and no one else did ahahaha

i was also kinda like "a rebel" aka i tried to be eDgY

2 | what was your biggest fear growing up?

having no friends

or the dark becAUSE MONSTERS AHH

3 | favourite movie when you were growing up?

incredibles !!

4 | movie that could always make you cry?

idk i didn't cry much in movies when i was a kid lmao (look at me now though ahahaha)

5 | favourite meal?

anything asian (so like dumplings and noodles ahaha)

6 | what was something annoying you did when you were younger?

uhhh pretend i was super smart?

7 | favourite video game hone you were younger?

uhhh i didn't play many video games so maybe like just dance? or mario kart (even though i suuuuck)?

8 | favourite music artist as a kid?

katy perry and iggy azalea

(#eDgY)

9 | describe your younger self in three words?

smart, innocent, try hard (lol)

10 | what was your favourite show as a kid?

i never watched tv shows as a kid whoops except i guess when i was like SUPER young and i loved wonder pets (cuz that was like the only show i watched)

but who doesn't love wonder pets amiright

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ok so

today was going well

but then it sorta turned into another half circle day so that kinda sucked

reasons why my day loki sucked

1 - i found out that some people in my school have been being really racist to the ELD (aka ELS) kids from china and thailand and other places and ugh it makes me soooooo mad. like apparently people have being bullying them because they can't speak english as well and they've been calling them reallyyyyyyy derogatory words like "chink" and omg it makes me so mad. like we live in 2018!!!! SHOULDN'T WE HAVE CHANGED FROM THE 40'S?!?! DONT SAY THAT WORD LIKE EVER FHAVLDNGFF

2 - adding onto the reason above, i was talking to my friends about the situation and like some of them understood me (cuz they asian too ayyy) but one was just arghhhhhhh she's latina and she kept saying that if someone said that to her, she'd just cuss them out. this is is fine (well not really but eh), HOWEVER! it is not in asian culture to cuss out those people OR to explain situations like this. and i tried telling in that but she kept repeating how she would just flip the bullies off or whatever and it really frustrated me. THEN TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, two of my friends, one that i trusted to understand the situation and why i was mad and then the other was my latina friend, proCEEDED TO BRING TRUMP INTO THE MIX.

ok now, for clarification, i am by no means a supporter of trump. i know also i don't get very like "political" on here so sorry for this but yeah. ok so that friend #1 was like "and i BET the bullies are trump supporters UGH" and latina friends was like "i hate trump so much UGH" and then i kinda just shut down.

like what. the. heck. omg. can we not bring him into this?! i get that he is pretty racist and all, but you CANNOT categorize racist people into "being his supporters." that is like discrimination in itself. it really made me mad and plus it was so off topic like i never mentioned that ONCE. if i'm not talking about that, then i would really prefer you not to mention it, ok? i was trying to focus on the chinese kids' lives and trying not to cry, and then you went to politics????

i have seen trump supporters who are amazing and great people. JUST BECAUSE AN AMERICAN IS "BAD" DOESN'T MEAN THEY SUPPORT TRUMP OK? also just because someone is a trump supporter does NOT mean you should shut them out or discriminate in any sort of way. maybe hear their side of the story! again, i know a bunch of completely kind and awesome people who support him. just because i don't doesn't mean i can immediately turn my back on them.

i'm prob gonna get some hate of this. ahahahahah...*slow tear*

3 - there was a promposal at youth group today and it was super cute but it made me realise like what if i'm never getting a boyfriend ahahahahAHAHAHAH 

4 - i wish the year wasn't ending ugh this year sorta sucked but i wish i had done more like of everything

ok well there was dalvie's ramble of the day

it's two am what's up weekend sleep deprivation

oh also i changed my theme again ehehehe

HOPE YALL HAD A *FANTASTIC* FRIDAY!

BYEEE