yeah

today wasn't great

no one in my life seems to really care though so whatever

the following is just dalvie's stupid complaining so you can leave this chapter if you want i've stopped caring right now

and yeah i'm probably doing it for the attention

whatever

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things that sucked today

- dalvie found out how she did on her choir audition: she didn't make it to the advanced choir and all her friends did

- no one seemed to care much about her not making it into the advanced choir (except one person)

- she volunteered to lead two worship sessions this weekend - friday youth group and saturday worship night. this came with many problems today:

1 - she procrastinated and didn't pick any songs until today and that was because she felt really bad because everyone kept texting her about how they needed the songs for practicing

2 - she is mad at herself for procrastinating

3 - she doesn't have keyboardist for both days (and the saturday one is a big event)

- she came up with a good idea for a short film but it just depressed her more about how she doesn't have a camera because she has no money and so she can't film anything even though she has ideas

- she realized how she's never going to meet any of her inspirations, more specifically pj ligouri

- she procrastinated on homework for six hours

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i had a mini breakdown before and while i wrote this

sorry this chapter was so short

bye yall

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UPDATE APROX. AN HOUR AND A HALF LATER

ok i'm feeling a lot better because of some friends and more crying aha

i'll be more positive tomorrow morning probably, but i couldn't bring myself to delete that first part because i feel like i delete a lot of my real feelings most of the time so yea

also! if you ever feel burned out or stressed or having a breakdown, please pm me or text / call someone you are close to and trust

love you all <3

here is a meme i made of a cat i met this morning so that you all can know that i'm feeling ok now

and here is pj singing to cheer us all up

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QOTD: listen to the song above and tell me how you feel about it 😂

ohmyhaylee kalopsiascity EarthsMightiestMoron ororotchalla the_talking_sword tribecky citystruck bowtruckIe achromous siIversable -AnAngelsGrace tomsbella -varchies egotistics @ anyone else!

AOTD: i love it

ok this is an actual good song lol it's him covering space oddity 😍

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OTAY BYE 💕💕