No Reason

It seems like every line is a joke
At the end of the day it's funny to me either way
Because of how much I seem to suffer between each word
But there's nothing really wrong with my world
I don't know how crazy I must be
To find sadness in things that should make me happy
I must be ungrateful and I say so everyday
But it never seems to fix the error of my ways
I can't say I don't try to shine a light on life
I take a pen and try to write all the things I like
I take my guitar and try to sing something to make me smile
Play a song on the piano keys trying to see the good side
I guess the problem is I know it's all there
But my heart is selfish and doesn't seem to care
Every good thing seems like such a waste
Because someone else deserves these gifts I throw away
This thought leads me to the conclusion
That maybe I was a mistake that brought the confusion
Into a situation otherwise so simple
Making life harder to handle for myself and these people
I guess all I can really say
Is that today will just be another day
Chances are I'll wake up tomorrow as well
In the same house where all is swell
Whilst I cast the only shadow over our lives
Leaving you and I forever wondering why

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I write too much poetry tbh... :^/

~ PBJ♡ ~