Back At The Wheel

I knew it for a while
What my issue was
I've made a pile of all the problems
That are following me around
I've found myself a spark
Within my own heart
I'm lighting this pile up
Letting it burn and fall apart
I have learned what is wrong
With the lenses I had
Had to do some clearing up
Now I see why the view was so bad
I'm glad I was born
With a friend at the back
Sitting way behind inside my mind
I've beaten the beast who had been at the wheel recently
He was just a passerby, now I'm back in control of the ride
All thanks to this friend inside me
Who will stay with me for life
Helping me destroy these enemies
In my head and in my reality
I'm glad we're making it through
I don't know what I'd do without you
It's hard to get through life
It's harder to keep your friend alive
But I made it and you're okay
Let's get back to living for today

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Got some of my shit together, finally, lol.

~ PBJ♡ ~