I'm driving myself mad
Forgetting what's good and bad
My head's turning against me
I'm losing all the control I had
It's so infuriating
How you infuriate me

I have better things to think about
Or so I'd thought
Now suddenly I see my doubt
In every action I carry out
Your face lingers there
Hiding somewhere in my thoughts
And as much as I seem to stare
The air remains still
Unlike the lies we share
Which struggle in the darkness
Of the world we share
And behind the curtains of my glare
Lies a trust you did not earn
Yet a trust that refuses to burn
The way your memory burns

As thin as paper
My heart turns out to be
In the hands of even the biggest fool
As you are to me
Even your eyes cease to leave
My mind or my dreams
Though I haven't even met them
Since you last turned to leave
Years ago it seems
I don't care to know
For fear of letting you grow
Inside my head
Although I thought your leaving
Would surely make you dead