~A/N~

Hi, it's PBJ_sandwich here (obviously). I am currently writing this as a thirteen-year-old, and I am an extremely hormonal one at that, and I have an addiction to writing and reading. On top of that, I love to rant in my head, so I've decided to give you guys a general idea of what I actually rant about... <3

[I did this when I was bored btw, so beware the bore-vibe]

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Part #1

I am a cheesecake.

I don't like to show it, but once in a while I think about all those cheesy things people like to say. Ya know, like "When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade". I deeply agree with that quote.

I've never actually tasted cheesecake, now that I think about it, but that's beside the point. Actually, it's far away from the point, but that's not the point either.

I made this cheesy paragraph up, and I feel like I want to share it with you, so here you go:

"Some people believe they are perfect. Others know that perfection is not achievable, but they chase it. People who believe they are perfect get nowhere in life because perfection is at the end of the road, but life is an endless road, so there's no limit to your flaws, mistakes and errors. If you believe you are perfect, your road will end while your life goes on, and people will pass you by as they chase their dreams. Flawlessness is impossible, but chase it and you'll get further than anyone else." - Me.

Comment if you agree with me, or if you have different ideas.

So, that's a long paragraph with lots of cheese and shit, but I'm proud of it.

I like quotes a lot. Some people don't pay attention to quotes because ya know, they're supposedly 'unnecessary', but in reality, everyone needs a cheesy quote once in a while.

I find myself thinking about amazing quotes all the time, especially when I'm upset or going through a problem. It helps me feel better.

But I hate it when people go up to others pointing out all these deep statements about life for no reason. Some people believe that they have the biggest, most emotional problems on earth, but they're not that deep.

Or maybe I'm wrong.

So, I'm just gonna go off-topic now. I'm tired of this one.

Thinking.

Whoever is reading this, whatever you're doing, you are thinking. I mean, when are you not?

Me, being the curious person I am, I think a lot. I think about every little thing that catches my eye. I think till I can't think of anything more about whatever I was thinking about.

If I see a genuinely good-looking guy, I'll think about his background, his features, his origin, and I sometimes end up trying to make up a story for him.

I honestly love to make up stories for people (and... we are drifting away to our next topic).

When I see a disabled person, or a little kid walking alone, or a poorly dressed woman sitting on the streets, I start imagining their back-stories and their past experiences.

You know, I have a very short attention span, so if you're looking for something to read that has a constant topic, you better ditch this book right now.

It's okay, I won't miss you.

Just go.

No, I won't be hurt.

You've probably left by now, but if you're still there... hi, again.

'Have you ever been in love?' - This is a question that has been running through my head a lot recently, and I have no idea why. There is an old, classical song that goes like that. One gloomy day at school, I was sitting in my maths class, talking to one of my friends, when suddenly the song just breaks itself into my thoughts out of nowhere!

Like, "Oh yah, that was so cool at the party the other----'HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOOOOOOVVVEE?'----day!"

It was so weird. But it was constantly pasted onto the front of my brain after that, and I haven't been able to forget it. I even feel like breaking into the song sometimes and singing it to my friends, but that would never do.

So, have you ever been in love? Probably not, if you're my age.

Yes, I am one of those really annoying kids who believe that thirteen is not a valid age to fall in love. I do crush on guys, and sometimes I've crushed on them badly. But I always tell myself,'You're too young to know what love feels like.'

I believe that teenagers my age are too immature to understand the depth of love, and I haven't come across any proof of my theory being possibly wrong. Most teenagers like me date for either the mysteries of it, the physical involvements or for their popularity/social status.

I've been proved right many times, so it's unlikely that I'll change my mind about it.

So, I don't know about you, but I get really hurt when it comes to any problem related to romance. If someone didn't like me when I liked them, but then started to go out with my friend, I'd get very, very, very hurt.

If you're a guy, and you told me you liked me, but then you got over me because I rejected you and then moved on to one of my close friends, I'd be extremely hurt.

But most of the time, my emotional pain is converted to anger or hatred, and that makes it easier for me in a way. I have this talent, where I can easily stop caring about something if I tried hard enough. And if someone does something really shitty or low, it makes it all the more easier for me to get over them or stop caring about them.

The problem is when they don't do anything shitty, but they just don't like me.

You see, if someone didn't like me, but they were still very nice and all, then getting over them would be one of the hardest things I've had to do.

People tell me that I'm a very 'I-don't-give-a-shit' sort of person, but it's just that I'm amazing at acting like it or forgetting about what's upsetting me. I guess that, in a way, it's a good thing, but it still hurts.

Unless of course, if you're reading this and you're my friend, Skin (SoullessSkin), you obviously cringed at that last statement because I'm a very 'I-give-a-big-shit' sort of person in your perspective, but that's okay.

We're cool.

This rant has officially ended. Bye-bye, peeps.

[I got bored of this, too, btw]

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