Sitting in this cool-aired car
Driving fast and looking up at a single star
I think of where you now are
And I feel your heart beating somewhere far

I dwell on how much I regret my wrongs
And I think of you as I stare at these grey skies
I sit here listening to all your favourite songs
And think of how much I miss your dark eyes

Lying in the dark in the middle of the night
My mind is drowning in a sorrow I can't fight
I crave to see your eyes which are always so full of light
I keep yearning to have you send my heart aflight

I'm not hard and certain like stone
I can't stay strong alone
Without you I feel like I have no home
I wish I had the courage to pick up my phone
That sits beside me on its own

I hate to see tears flood my vision
But if you're gone there's nothing left to see
I feel the tears and while I cry I listen
And I feel my heart in pain as it sets my emotions free

I miss you
Like I miss rainy days during summer holidays
I miss you
Like I miss skyscrapers whenever I think of my past life
I miss you
So much I can't stand the thought of you
Will there ever be a time for us to be one instead of two?
Where you are mine and I am yours too

I've never kissed your lips
Unlike many who're braver than I am
I still reminisce on the way your collar slightly slips
And how every time you saw your crush you blushed and ran

I'd kill my favourite first if I said 'I love you'
So I'll take my time in savouring this deep like
Remembering you and the marks on your shoe
The determination in your eyes as you get ready to fight
The way you smiled too wide to be cool
But so sweetly when you were being true
The way you danced whenever you could
And how every time it never failed to look good
Your signature smirk reserved for your fangirls
That sharp jaw you recently earned
And a beautiful heart pure as gold
Covered in scars and drowning in this cold
Chubby hands slowly turned callous
Still soft inside but still covered in scars from past disasters
Golden hairs like a lion's fur
That you shaved away to fit in better
Stubby fingers chipped from nervous times
A voice more captivating than a poet's rhymes
A chubbiness you'd lost in the holidays
But I feel it still lives inside you and always
The soft flesh of a tender person
Who deserves someone's care and loyal protection
A lion with a kitten's soul
A tiger whose stripes they stole

The real you who was changed
Now I'm left chained
Stuck to you while everyone else left
Please come and save me from myself.

A/N: Had this as a draft for a while. Here ya go... :)