^ BT21 UPLOADED A VID AGAIN OMG ITS SO FUNNY

i hope the end of your independence day was a lot better than mine bUT we'll get to that later

ANYWAYS

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY! AKA MURICA'S BDAY YEET

here are some USA themed pictures lmao

^ lololololol

today i actually did a bunch lmao

( not hw tho rip... )

first, my dad made my bro and i go on a walk for exercise rip but it was ok in the end

then we went to the mall to shop and it was super fun!

THERE WAS THIS HOBBY STORE AND THEY HAD A WHOLE KPOP SECTION AND DALVIE DIED

AND HER BRO GOT HER THIS BT21 PLUSHY ASUIHFLSHFUDHDF

^ ISNT IT SO CUTE EEEK MANG AHKFKD

ok here are more kpop pics lmao

^ SCREAM ( also for the last one: someone wrote that in a like stationary store and i thought it was really cute lmao )

anyways

i wanted to buy all the BT21 plushies bc omg aren't they all so cute????!

i also got a keychain for my other kpop bff loll she's gonna be so happy ( hopefully )

anywho

after the mall, we went to go watch JURASSIC WORLD: FALLEN KINGDOM and ohmygod

it was pretty good actually

REALLY SCARY

but pretty good

i still hate scary movies tho rip i closed my eyes 1/3 of the time ahhhHH

after that, we go dinner and went home to watch some of the office

on the way home, we saw so many fireworks in the neighborhoods and they were like HUGE and my dad was like uh aren't these like homes and illegal? and my bro was like TAKE COVER and i was like WOAHHH PRETTYYYY ( lmao dalvie )

also yes, dalvie is getting into the office ( rip her fandom life )

my bro pulled his loose tooth out lmao so i had to get him gauze and stuff rip dalvie

so yeah! that was my day!

QOTD: did you do anything special for july 4th??

ohmyhaylee kalopsiascity the_talking_sword 1-800-EATJIN ororotchalla radiance- egotistics EchoAllison -AnAngelsGrace miIkytae tribecky tomsbella -dayas heartwares citystruck boywonder- @ anyone else!

AOTD: mall and movie!!

ok now the lowlights lol

like an hour ago, i thought of the idea of a boyfriend again and just started hyperventilating a lot and it felt like something was on my chest and i couldn't breathe very well

and then when i was thinking about putting a dollar under my bro's pillow ( from the tooth fairy of course ), i burst out crying in my room

and i think it's bc i want to be a mom and that is SUCH a weird and scary thought but like ahhhhh idk

ah im crying again

anyways

crushes are stupid and boys are stupid and kids are stupid

and i know that penni and other people always say like " focus on school first! that is way more important! and you'll find your person soon enough! " and i really appreciate all that

but i want it all and right now, it all seems very unlikely and idk why

ok so that is why i'm crying and listening to pj's ukulele

im going to go redo part of my bio now

i'll be good in the morning :)

i'm going to another mall tomorrow woo

byeeeee love you all <33

ps: i'm working on a PARTY TATOOS update!