Ok, I'm gonna do this bc it's been bothering me for a while.

I'm using fake names.

So, there's this girl I knew in 3rd named Kelly. We were friends, but she was bossy as fick and I didn't like her that much(come on, I was, like, 8 years old). After that, I became friends with Katie(angry scots in an elevator) and another kid named Quinn. In 5th grade, I transferred to the new school in town and the devil herself was there. We were friends then, with my crush Adds and another girl(forgot her name). Kelly left in November to go to school in another town. Turns out, Kelly was spreading rumors about me and calling me fat and stuff. That lowered my self esteem extremely, and even more that the other girl in our friend group was bullying me as well. When I got into 6th grade, I was actually happy with my new and old friends. Turns out, because of Kelly and the other girl, I had gotten depression(and, sducidal thoughts). Back to the story. One January day, I was doing homework with 3 of my close other friends, GG, Rosie and Ali. I had just finished my math homework(which was really easy), and Ali spoke up about a new girl coming to our school. I asked her what the new kids name was and I never would have thought it was Kelly. I immediately started telling them about Kelly and how they should steer clear of the she-devil. They said stuff like "Oh, well, she probably changed," or "She's gotten better!" The didn't know what she would do. I talked to another friend(Joey)about this, and he knew Kelly from experience. She had bullied him too when they were younger.

Then, the fated day arrived. Kelly was at school. Joey and I told everyone at the table not to let her sit there, but they didn't listen. GG, oh de sweet cinnamon bun, asked if she wanted to sit with us. She saw me, and hid her disgusted look, and said yes.

I feel like before continuing the story, I should give y'all some background information about the relationship between GG and I. We're platonic soulmates, which means we are each others true best friend. GG helped me through so many hardships, and I'm glad she's been with me for this long. Love you GG.

A few weeks passed, and oh buddy boy were they hard. Kelly had stared spreading rumors about me again, and was being a complete cock to everyone. Well, everyone except GG. Kelly had an obsession with GG, and wouldn't leave her side, and GG never left my side(for extreme protection, because around this time was the time I was physically hurting myself because of how much I hated myself), so that meant I had to deal with Kelly at my tail every second of the day. At this time, I was seriously considering killing myself, which made everything worse because Kelly was talking all bout my flaws to GG while I was just standing there.

I'd like to take a break to tell y'all who are dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts, don't do it. There are so many people out there that love and care about you and your well being. Heck, even I do, and I(probably)don't even know you! Look, if life is being a huge asshat, tell someone how you're feeling, your parents, a teacher, a doctor, or even a therapist. There are so many people out there that love you, and it breaks my heart to see someone lose a family member to suicide. You are perfect. You are unique. You are you. And nothing is going to change that. Every single one of you out there, I love you! <3 Keep smiling.

Anyways, GG was in a play one night, and it was the last show of the season. I confronted her about my self harm(don't you do it you beautiful peeps!), and she was crying during the closing curtains. And you know who didn't give a shit about me during that time? My mom, of course she didn't. The only person she cares about is herself. Oh, and Kelly didn't care either. GG told Kelly about the situation, and Kelly got jealous that I had more of GG's attention then her, so of course she'd do was a normal self-centered brat would do. Make up a situation way worse that GG will forget about that little shit of a person and focus on me for the rest of forever. Guess what happened? Nothing. Kelly's story was so visibly untrue that GG didn't even respond. For the rest of the year, I had my ups and downs, Kelly was buying stuff for GG to prove her "friendship," the usual. But what caught me off guard was something I had been expecting for a while. Here's the thing. Almost everyone in my friend group is part of the LGBTQ+ community, while only 4 of us are straight(not including me). Kelly seemed really bisexual by the way she acted around girls and boys. When she told me she had a crush on a girl at her church I was surprised. Kelly only goes to church when GG is going, and the church is Baptist, which means they only believe in straight people. Kelly is going completely against everything in her church by liking that one girl. IM NOT TRYING TO SAY THAT YOU CANT LOVE WHO YOU LOVE IF YOU'RE (WHATEVER RELIGION). YOU CAN LOVE ANYONE YOU WANT. It just caught me off guard because of it. 

Recently, at that time, my friend, Tea-bag, and I started dating. We've broken up now because we're better friends than partners. Anyways, on the last day of school, I think Kelly was trying to make me jealous because she was ALL OVER Tea-bag. Like, hugging and nuzzling. And I was fine with it. Tea-bag knew what she was trying to do, so we just left it at that.

Then, in 7th grade, Kelly never showed up. Apparently, she went back to that other town and ditched us. All we talked about was how she smothered GG with gifts and affection and hated the rest of us. It was bullshit.

Kelly, If your out there, HA. YOU DONT KNOW IT MEEEE.

Also I'm non-binary so fück you.

LOL thanks for listening to my rant. 

I'm sorry

K bi