I really missed being a little kid..

Like- I never realized how much I missed being younger..

It's funny because..I was constantly stressed out as a little kid that basically turned me into this paranoid introverted freak. Yet, I was so happy as a kid..I was able to talk freely with anyone even if I was a little shy. I had more people my life and I wasn't scared about losing anyone. I didn't have to worry about losing anyone I loved.

But as time passed, I became more stress about school and my family because I didn't want to be a disappointment. I became a workaholic and I missed everything I loved in my childhood... I realized that I lost my childhood innocence the moment I realized that I want to go back and be young again. I can't go back now because I grew up...I don't have nearly as much time... It's not like I can just be social and free like I was before, like I said before...I'm paranoid and scared..I'm don't want to lose a friend or family member but I don't want to be a failure either...

My toys, my grandmother and grandpa, the shows, the games, my friends....I miss them all...