To All of My Friends, Both, Online, and IRL
This is a letter to all of my friends that actually have Wattpad. My Bestest Friend that I know that has Wattpad is Heiwa457. I want to thank her for putting up with everything that she has so far. Well, here goes the letter.
Dear Family/Friends,
Thank you for everything that you have put up with up to now. Most of you don't really know the real me, so that's why I'm writing this letter. I'm someone that is a bit reckless, loud, obnoxious, childish person. I act like a kid, but that's only because I have a disorder. But I'm not sure if it's permanent or not, but I'm not even sure if I'm the real me or not. My personality is wacky, but I love it. I love anime, One Piece is my top favorite. I love Disney movies and shows, but not all of them. I love reading fictional books like, Warriors by Erin Hunter, Wings Of Fire by Tui Sutherland, and A Series Of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket. I love horses, the color blue, 13 is my favorite number, my favorite movie is Rise Of The Guardians. My favorite book series is, Wings Of Fire by Tui Sutherland. Alright, now a sad, sad, fact. I lost my dad on April 4th, 2016. I found him around 2:41 P.M., my time, after getting home from school. I was taking a letter to him that he got in the mail, but when i got to his room I was so shocked I couldn't even tell what I was looking at. I didn't even pay attention to what his face looked like, not until I heard that his heart wasn't beating. After I knew that no matter what I did he wouldn't respond or something, and then I ran down stairs to get my mom. Then, she called 911, and that's when I heard that his heart wasn't beating. I ran back down the stairs, and told my oldest brother what was going on and I was crying my eyes out. My dad is/was my bestest friend in the entire world.
After the medics and the other people got there, they tried to get his heart to beat for 40 minutes. It didn't work. My world was shattered. School didn't really help, because I kept getting sympathy, and pity stuff. I don't like sympathy or pity. But then, after a while, I completely forgot that I even had a dad for about 2 months. Then, one day, while I was doing the laundry, I pretended that Luffy, and the other Straw Hats were real, and then somehow they said something about me and my dad. That's how I remembered. I just somehow remembered, and I still don't how. Ever since then, I fell like everything has gotten worse. I want hugs, sometimes, I just want to disappear from the Earth. Now, I feel sometimes depressed, and what not. I've also been in Mood swings, especially at night time with my friends when we do a call. This girl tries to be happy, but it's not the same. I just want to go back to the old me, and have my dad back. I sometimes even wish that i could go back to my childhood, but that's not possible. I probably would be a giant mess if it weren't for you guys, my followers/friends, my friends/family, my family, and all that. Without you guys, I may not have been this cheerful, and willing to tell you this, but that's that. Thanks for being there. That's all for now.
-Your fellow Wattpadder, KittyWitty13.
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