A/N: SORRY IF YOU'RE A HOMOPHOBE, BUT I'M DOING THIS FOR MY GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I LOVE HER, AND IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH THAT THEN I ASK YOU TO PLEASE LEAVE.

M'kay, so last month was not the 4 month anniversary of me and my girlfriend starting to date, I couldn't do math that day apparently. ANYWAY, this is our 4th month together, and I'm so happy to have my girlfriend in my life. So here's a little message for that special precious girl of my dreams:

I know I've gotten mad at you a few times and stuff, but it hasn't lasted long at all me being mad that is. You've been not only my girlfriend for the past 4 months, but you've also been one of my bestest friends ever for like 5-6 months. I'm one of the luckiest girls in the world to have you Ashy, I love you so dang much. Sometimes I'm unsure of my feelings, but then those uncertainty has been washed away when I talk to you. You also help me out when I'm emotional, and you don't get mad at me...... Sometimes I actually wish you were sometimes because of all of the stupid things I've done.

I know it all started with me so called "adopting" you as my daughter, and that we ended up not talking much within those first several months of me leaving that discord server. But you know what? Since we've reconnected, there's been this connection between us. Sure I was probably obviously blind to when you liked me, and people shipped us because of what was happening in the bot_commands of the karaoke server, but I was still oblivious. If it weren't for that one girl confessing to me, and making me think about it for an entire day, I'd probably still be completely dense to your feelings to this day. That experience was.... Interesting, and a little uncomfortable, but I'm thankful to that girl because now I'm with the best person in the world.

So far everyone I've told has accepted us, and I'm happy that I've told them. I'm sure they could vouch for me when I say that you've made me the happiest girl in the world. I'm so lucky to have you my precious, and happy anniversary, well monthaversary. chuckles I love you Ashy, and I'll talk to you after you read this, (I'll probably have to tell you to check this out, and if I do, don't question it sweetheart, love you!~)