...should I stop writing stories? I don't feel like writing anymore stories now for some reason, a week ago, it was all fine until a lot of dog issues came up this week and I don't think I have enough time to write the books since there's a lot of them now and also forgive me for some mistakes in some of them, please don't get mad because I have an annoying little sister and I have to do my older sister's chores since she doesn't want to do them and stuff.
I couldn't focuson writing your requests because I don't know what to write anymore and if I get the wrong mistakes, I'm afraid you guys might not understand or might get mad at the content.

I just...don't know anymore...

To all of you, thank you for supporting me ever since I've joined wattpad. I didn't even think of reaching this far and it's my very first time being noticed in wattpad to be honest.

It feels great.

But there is also another side of all those people who like you, people who support you and your stories...

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...people who hate you.

I don't really get why they hate someone...is it because they don't like their works? If so, ignore them, don't mind them, they're not a part of your life anyway.

I've seen in some YouTube videos why haters hate a cerraib someone or a certain thing made by a person or a group of people. Some of the haters want the people they hate to experience their pain so that they start to feel bad and guilty and might discourage them to continue what they like doing the most.

To be honest, I didn't like writing before because I used to think it's boring and all and you'll get pressured and stuff, but now I realized, after being supported by all of you, I now actually enjoyed writing stories. I've been thinking about what might happen next.

I hated being picked around in my childhood and then they stopped bullying me ever since I kept quiet and that's what I've been doing now. Keep quiet to prevent others to do something bad to you and I never ever liked that. That's kinda how I became the silent girl in my class in the previous years.

As a human being, we also crave for attention and fame, it's quite tempting to be honest but, that isn't right. I'm still a 12 year old, turning 13 on September 18, you'd understand the mistakes I make in the stories and I might lose my mind when I sometimes write a new chapter and right now, I'm losing my mind and thinking of the negative, cruel side of this world.

If you're my age and you have people to do stuff for you, I'm different.

My older sister isn't acting like her age and rarely does her chores and my mom is very busy dong household chores so I have to help her. My dad is working as an accountant abroad and my little sister is seriously hopeless. I have to feed my three months old puppy who is growing fast and I have no schedule whatsoever.

My family isn't that rich and I rarely use wattpad on my laptop to re-check my mistakes because of the bills, I conserve energy. I sleep late now because I've been pessimistic after some incidents (don't ask.)

And as a 12 year old, I also need time to enjoy my life, to play, to be far from stress, children have rights too as well as everyone in the world. I am slowly being dragged from the mogeko fandom to another fandom, it's also a human trait, you find something new and you sometimes forget about the previous thing you liked as if it never existed or maybe as if they never knew it anymore. And also I've been too busy now to draw, play games or replay them or even spend some time totally alone, listening to music, with the lights on or off.

I've also seen my favourite writers or artists being hated and posting messages about their issues and I was very worried about them I silently pray for all of the people to understand other's issues in life itself. Please be honest, no matter what comments I read here, I won't cry (I never did). I could face the truth, truth always hurts and that's normal.

Thank you and good day.